Ey man! Haha i totally get what you mean and feel. It's a tragi-comic situation indeed. I personally like your posts, and i try to put as much time possible into Steemit and its members. I enjoy and find it interesting the way you say out loud the things as they are; not many do that i noticed. But again, you seem like a genuine person with a genuine unaltered perspective of things. I will follow you to make sure your posts appear in my feed. Don't give up. :D