Rediscovering the bedrock identity

I've been trying to fit in for so long, that I almost forgot what standing out meant.

Like the fable of a lion cub that was raised amongst a flock of sheep, I get terrified about dreams of who i am, how great and powerful I was constructed to be, I am literally afraid of my magnificent reflection from a mirror.

But thanks to the people that came in my life, the once I hurt and cheated and those that hurt and cheated me, I'm grateful for every disappointment most of them thought me invaluable lessons I'll forever be grateful for. One of those lessons brought me closer to God, and helped me realize that everything and everyone can fail but God.
All those lessons gave me injuries, the injuries gave me scars. If only you could See how beautiful they made me
And I am here to say thank you 2019, and to 2020 I say; I am ready to rock n roll.