Hemiplegic Migraines: What Are They and Why I've been Gone

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Hey guys! I have missed you! This post is a mish mash of a little music and a little heart-to-heart, sharing with you why I've been gone for the last week. Last Saturday I had the distinct pleasure of being part of Meadows & Makers Ep. #8. However, shortly thereafter, I was struck with one of my dreaded hemiplegic migraines. Most people associate migraines with extreme pain, sensitivuty to light & nausea, but I don't get those symptoms, at least, not usually.

Hemiplegic migraines are more stroke-like in their symptoms. For me, it looks like this:

1. Disorientation creeps in
2. Numbness in my left hand, sometimes foot and tongue
3. Disturbances in vision- usually small pixelated squiggles in my peripheral vision, although this week the disturbance was right in the center of my vision, which for all intensive purposes left me blinded.
4. Impaired brain function where I can not access the part of my brain that processes speech and vocabulary. This means I cannot comprehend that which is being communicated to me, nor can I properly communicate my own thoughts/ feelings. I forget the words that I wish to use. For example, in the midst of a hemiplegic migraine, the word "disoriented" always leaves me.
5. Severe exhaustion for the next 24 +hours.

And I just learned that these migraines can result in memory loss that can last for anywhere from hours to months, or even be permanent.

So, now you know what a hemiplegic migraine is. I am quite fortunate in that I will often go months or even a year or two without one, but sometimes will have a couple in a short span. Usually they seem to be triggered by stress, but this time I was eating right working out, feeling really good and unstressed, HOWEVER, I've been really bad about getting to bed at a reasonable hour. Since discovering Steem, I use my spare time to catch up on creating and editing.

After suffering from two migraines back to back this week, I forced myself to slow down and rest. I realize that I can not keep up the pace at which I was going. I am not giving up on the platform, but I need to figure out a way to be more efficient with my time so that I can practice better self care.

I want to thank @Steemitmamas for all the kind words and support and am really looking forward to getting back to some posting and commenting. Please feel free to share below if you have any experience with these type of migraines or if you have any questions.

I chose @Crowbarmama as a handle because I believe in doing the best you can with what you have on hand. The crowbar is a multi-purpose tool. You’ll notice my photography is a bit rough, my grammar is not the most polished, but as a homeschooling, homesteading mama of 4, if I waited to take my photos until the light was perfect or re-edited my posts a 5th time ( I shoot for 3 drafts), I would never get a post out!

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