Ezzy! I should have checked to see if my reply had posted, I did reply to this and only now thought about how unusual it was that you wouldn't have replied back. I am so sorry, I feel terrible since it must have appeared that I ignored this :(

I re-read this after your reply and found myself in tears, I wish I could hug you. And @rea too. Sending you all of my love and kisses and hugs.