If and if

The word if and is two words that are not specified.
But if you want something, I should know what you should feel about it. If it's not in mind I'm not sure.
How does Juliet's love feel? I love to leave a loved one to find. I love to cross the ocean to find. But I want to believe that if I can feel it I will have the courage to cross it. And if you do not dare I hope someday you will dare With love from the heart ... Juliet