Nobody should take your happiness!
I suppose I am happy when I'm with my friends,
when I would be laughing and almost choking
at a joke someone just made.
Then the day turns to night
and then my smile turns to explainable sadness.
There I lay on my bed thinking about all the things
I wish to say and things I'm afraid to admit,
even with just pen and paper.
It's nights like this I realize that I'm many things,
I'm happy and I'm sad ,outspoken and shy,
noisy and quiet but I mostly feel empty....
I guess it's normal considering
I always thought the H in human to be "hard" And the N to be "needful".
As much as there is a generally accepted believe towards our enigmatic nature,
There's still That hope and expectation of a level of comprehension at least from the ones we love and our hearts yearn for.
So when our days turn night and our smiles turn sadness.
We fall back to these ones we feel can fill the void we feel,
and amazingly just like FAITH we Forget all in their hands...