Thanks mate, nice (and wise) words. Writing it out has helped somewhat and a couple people here at work have added some perspective, as you have also done. I don't want to be angry with my friends but I am for now. It will pass.

The finality of it all is what I'm struggling with, and the manner of death. I saw these people only several days ago and all seemed well...Now I'll never see them again. It's odd.

I believe in writing about it I have opened myself up to move forward a bit and find my anger fading. The wake is Sunday and we'll all stand around awkwardly holding a drink I'm sure, and then we'll push forward and live.

Thanks for taking the time to respond so thoroughly - I appreciate it.

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