It's still crazy raw. Give it time. The problem with suicide is that it doesn't need to be a good idea for very long. Look at tattoos. How many people regret a tattoo, even though they were adamant they wanted it at the time. A tattoo needs to be a 'good' idea for much longer than suicide. You need to book an appointment, pick a design etc.
Suicide, you just need to pick a gun off the rack, or a good sized tree, like Danny Frawley did recently.
If a lot of people regret their tattoos, imagine how many more would regret their suicide; if they were still around to regret stuff.