To be honest, I was not trying to explain anything other than my own condition after this visit.
I went back to the bus, shocked, muted ... wondering how such atrocities were possible, with an organization and an industrialization pushed to its paroxysm.

It took me halfway to be able to talk again. And it's thanks to the kindness and benevolence of @elizacheng that I was able to reconnect to the group step by step. Still today, I have a hard time rethinking this experience without feeling overwhelmed by emotions.