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RE: AGENDA - DECEPTION - CONTROL

in #truth6 years ago

Right on, have a good one brother.
By the way, is it late night or early morning for you? 0130 here means 0430 there, I believe.

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Yes, 0430
I have some kind of sleep pattern disorder, it runs in my family. As of late I start my day at midnight, it constantly shifts, but I don't mind it. It's only a problem because society says it is ;)
Have a good one as well brother.

Sheesh, we have a lot of things in common. I've got short hair, though. Can't be bothered to care for longer hair :P

I worked at Domino's after high school, Friday and Saturday night close shifts. We took the last order at 2:59, finished making and delivering, and then cleaning and inventory. I was often home around 5am, a few times a week. A few years later, I was down in Vancouver for university. I went into nursing, and worked primarily night shifts, since new nurses often get shitty shifts, and because I could handle those hours anyway. I got out of nursing to go into online business (eBay and then my own website), about 2009, and became a full-time activist, gardener, content-creator, etc. This didn't require a return to "normal people" hours, and besides, I probably couldn't do it anyway. I work better this way.

That said, I have a baby nowadays, so I try and keep things a bit more regular, so I can be more regular with my care of him. It's working, although I find myself sacrificing me, in order for him to be kept at tip top condition. It's worth it. : )

But I did pick up insomnia (so even when I'm tired, I sometimes can't sleep) a few years back during my hard times (Grama died in 2016 after I cared for her in the home for years, family kicked me out quickly to sell it, couldn't find a rental in Vancouver's hot market, had some homeless time, then chronic illness, and now resentment toward my family for what they did). Chronic pain adds to the likelihood I can't sleep, cuz you never know when it'll strike (just about always).

Some good news today though, got out to that dispensary I was hoping to visit. An old buddy I used to deliver pizza with (I've moved back to my old hometown with my girl and baby) gave me a ride. And several seasons of the Simpsons on DVD in case I get bored as lockdown drags on. So @MediKatie and I have meds, baby's doing great, and it was nice to socialize (even though we both covered our faces when close, like in the car). I kept in mind the "urge to teach" thing we've been talking about, I think it helped me from going too far down that role unnecessarily.

Happy weekend and stuff! Sorry for the life story in a comment! Actually, that wasn't a life story, since I didn't tell you how it started! Allegedly (I don't remember but this is what I've been told), I was born in New Zealand (father's side is down there) in the mid 70s. I moved to Vancouver (mom's hometown) by age 1 and have only been back a few times, none recently. There, life story in a comment.