next time i get on steemit august 10
last one topped at 59395 but steemit says 65280
2026-08-04
06:44
time is merciless
i have no time but time is all i have
underneath every single winner there is a whole mountain of losers
i refuse to accept that being born somewhere else would not have made a difference
i refuse to accept suddenly my conditions have been overruled by some dud with a tie who never saw even the backside of its own desk while theres enough budget for defense to provide every crackbaby to the king himself with a minimum income
i refuse
belgium, europe, america and the world
i refuse
hmm
made with notch
pay to play for democoders ?
Indie
$279 /year
VFX
$117 /month
now YOU can make a demo too ... and claim claude didnt do it ! mmmh, the CNCD-FLT prods had a bit of a direction to it, despite the ringing names id say this underwhelms, i think im gonna get totally stuck at offline 8bit level and in a few years, transfer myself from room to room via USB so i dont get infected with it.
in short , and personal, opinion : for a group with that many ringing names to celebrate their 40th on notch is one thing, but it comes off as "nothing special made with notch" ... in all relativity
nnggh, if anyone would have the decency to add to their sites a small sub that shows "clauded, jippedee had the idea for me, made with notch, tool, tixl or cables, it would save me a lot of time and id probably be clicking only obscure russian computer links , i dont have anything AGAINST it, its just not what we see in demos, where people show off THEIR skills ... write THEIR own renderers, THEIR own shaders ... THEIR own packers to cram gaia in 64kb ...
i dont see anything impressive here ... im certainly not against the use of it for cinematics and convo in indie games although i do feel any company at crotter level has an obligation to hire real composers, designers and voice actors (the difference will show too, just like outer worlds 2 and stuff)
BUT I DONT WANT IT NEAR ME
HOW DO I KEEP IT AWAY FROM ME OTHER THAN STICKING TO 40 YEAR OLD MACHINES and staying offline because even those on itch are 50% clauded today
yea i should get with the time and all that, funny how my c64 died before "the" scene even started , how i was on a p60 and an mmx an p3 playing wow while they were doing wonderland and stuff and the OTHERS ...
demos died around 1999 ? you think so ?
its not that these people dont have it, everyone just grew lazy and WE FAIL TO BE IMPRESSED because we got spoiled with SUPER-IMPRESSIVE stuff before all this
if even crotter fails to hire real humans, then who the hell is gonna have money to buy €99 games btw ?
o
there you go :
pentium 200 mmx, i had one of those (233 actually i had, it was the second pc after the p60)
and then some, im not crusading against a.i. , anything that will make the humans perish faster is good for me and theyll find out how you dont get more intelligent by adding more ram sooner or later ( i never heard about any nobelprize winner saying, AFTER I ADDED 4GB of ram i suddenly had an epiphany !)
?
Look at expedition 33, my fav example in what is considered indie land , since valheim, ... on a micro-budget (what these people call 10 million euros) they did it, SUPER acting included, a french studio, and i think the only a.i. they state is for the outro-art .. strange if you see the rest of the game
then looking at the credit roll for outer worlds 2 utterly amazed how every song has a composer, and every voice an actor ? not "jippedee did those 50 and claude those other 25"
for once +points for microsoft billions
the pc here is set to be able to run PS5 level games so it hasnt been upgraded in a century (after all, games get normalized to the current console standard, its ULTRA rare to see a "this game will only run on your high end pc and no current console can even boot it")
when they move to PS6 and the equivalent microsoft box thatl be the end
no money for new hardware ...
no money for anything but doctors and medication and even THAT
is borrowed
i should have joined? BEEN the army ! i could play paintball all day with 20 billion in my pockets
ziekekassers and kindergelders who are faking it will be shot on sight btw, and they wonder why social workers get shot at these years huh ?
YEA I WONDER WHY ... not everyone has angelic ZEN like we have
but its a mental flatline, without the mental flat, ... which IS a skitzo condition too (we developed that even LATER, AFTER the other shit went on for too long)
i dont think we could hold out this situation but now
i dunno, the world is collapsing huh ?
good !
well not even good , just "meh"
0703 .. theyre coming to fix the boilers .. both this time, i think they lasted about 2 years, meanwhile my c64 and STs are good to go another 40 ... its not just humans that have been devolving
sign o the times, all they find is turqs and poles and some other to do the handyman thing - its not just america thats short on them
must hurt in a place that belonged to the VMO when the kid lived here ... and these fuckers are fast and not more expensive or cheaper than others, from what i can gather they put their price just right to the others BUT if you call they're there within a few days or like last time (emergency wages and fees ofcourse) on sunday after calling saturday after eight PM ... to do a quick fix to prevent the house from flooding and the cat and dog getting electrocuted
so the price is the same but when you call they actually come ... rome and the barbarians lol
tho when we talk barbarians we mean this whole zone, if not country, its not a specific ethnic group
if it were me id be running cold water b/c i sure as hell couldnt pay that, i still dont know what happens when the elders drop dead on the spot (sometimes it looks like it could be any day now)
if doctors will treat me for free in this "wellfare" state or something ? I HIGHLY DOUBT IT
yea anime i think another one might be worth checking, the dancing boy (althoug i see a lot of pretty little boy fetish animes this one isnt really centered on the fix)
well theres Tanya : https://myanimelist.net/anime/49233/Youjo_Senki_II but thats not new is it, theres one piece but EVEN THEY are "taking care of kids" themed now
the remake of ghost in the shell is a remake of ghost in the shell and i dont think it holds a candle to previous versions, it comes off quick and cheap
clevatess season 1 was quite good, and now its harry potter high school themed with a side of taking care of cute little kid
THIS ONE https://myanimelist.net/anime/62856/Nijusseiki_Denki_Mokuroku__Eureka_Evrika shows promise so far
Jaadugar ( https://myanimelist.net/anime/61483/Tenmaku_no_Jaadugar ) is off the beaten track style in animation and character style as well as the story, so far it seems to be building up to something that might be good
its certainly not a regurgitated chewed over theme that has always sold, quite bold to even use the name muhammad, but i bet in Asia they see those things differently than here, i wonder if the phobia they accuse people of is not actually born from the fear of being terrorized by those few percent loudmouthers
country bumpkin is so-so and "keep watching because you saw the first five eps"
tomb raider king seems to build on the formula of solo levelling , clearly chinese or korean, the way the protagonist acts
and here : https://myanimelist.net/anime/63347/World_Is_Dancing
what i thought , o dear another little boy fetish (shoutakon but it goes deeper than that sometimes i think) seems to turn out quite interesting with actual character depth and historical background setting
yea
red river , ... if it attracts some budget maybe
WHAT ? the top topics are "lovers quarrel" and "mother lets child fall on head"
you take my life, block my future, give my last few 100 euros to posers and professional birthgivers and
you would like me "to comment" or something ?
10:57
10am again, i wont hold this for long ... its 11 already otherwise it would be 12 from 11:30 ... since i lose more afterwards i dont gain anything
one left ... "ooh, great lighting on the texture ... ah "shaders by unreal engine" ... K :) well its not clauded ...
IS THERE ANYONE AROUND WHO CAN IMPRESS US WITH ANYTHING STILL ????
will the real demshady please stand up ?
o dear, "vibecoded javascript demo from TPOLM" ... = not impressed
...
should i just skip my morning paper ?
then WHAT THE FUCK IS LEFT ?????????
im sorry madamsir-other, we just don't know how to be impressed by "i paid a billionnaire a few $100 to do nothing, LOOK WHAT I GOT !" ... it must be our borderline autism
looks like the flipcoin says "game" , the gods ... SHE WHO CREATED THE UNIVERSE and foresaw that the humans would wreck the witch in salems lot no matter where you go provided us with cats and so this life is already not a waste no matter what happens ... the lives we saved and happiness created in creatures who deserve it make this a useful run.
and the flipcoin has mercy, its too hot to do anything but lie on your ass anyway and i bet pr0n , now being full a.i. will be even ... MORE INVENTIVE THAN BEFORE as it has sampled 5 billion samples from existing pr0n so jacking off to pr0n all day is also not an option anymore , tsch ...
hm, at least this guy has the decency to put in the title "ai-coded" ... its awfully considerate to save us the time if you dont mind, that way we dont click it and nobody feels like wasted time afterwards and we dont hate you more than before, ... which is hard since humans have already been maxxed out since 15 ...
JUST PUT IT IN OR UNDER THE TITLE, OKAY, AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO DO THAT , to us its a total waste of time because were never impressed and we basically DONT WANT TO SEE DEMOS THAT ARE AI CODED, can you just have the decency to put it in or under the title
please ?
whatever anyone else likes is up to them, i feel ripped off when i watch a prod like mwah, this guy knows how to do lighting like the eyeballs and then find out "o its just one of the standard 250 unreal shaders (or how many there are these days) ... we feel MORE ripped off when someone at the end says "i paid anthropic a week of food and did nothing to bring you THIS" ...
so could you ?
please ?
have the decency
to STATE IT in or under the title
thx
just out of consideration , i mean if a trans-sexual one-eyed albino midget wants to be adressed with the pronoun "those" you'll respect it, right ?
SO WHY CANT YOU DO THIS FOR US ?
NEWS ?
once at the beginning of the month is good, we been seeing arafat versus the jews since the 80s afaik ... when everyone here wore "arafat-shawls" (well the punks did and the new wavers, there was no such thing as antifas)
im tired of watching the russians lose next week for sure since 2019 when covid and inflation was over, i even heard enough times that we have peace talks with iran and iran going WUT ? neer heard of it , i KNOW the chinese are done for finally and their economy has the guinness book of records for free-falling the longest time ever, i KNOW we are back on top, i KNOW we have the edge on technology and i KNOW we need to give the army SO MUCH money we could pay the whole country a minimum wage with it (and somehow get that money from said country and LOAN the rest from the central bank) ... i KNOW
i REALLY REALLY KNOW, so every month, the maximum, we take one look and see, o, this is like the 1980s and 2019 ... , good lets look next month
and
anime ?
if theres really a thing going on to push "school" and "cute children are what you want" i cant blame Frieren no mangaka to be in hiding on another planet. I wouldnt want my art raped for the convenience of the state either
but otherwise ... could you please find it in your soul to go to Tibet and find some inspiration for a few extra seasons, you can get political asylum in the basement here if you like, i cant pay you much but the food is good ....
and continue ... the writing ... (and the drawing if thats not a team-effort, who knows these days)
, NOW
im gonna check on the addamses eboxes and flat on my ass until the sun sets
which means offline, yes
o
or it could just be the americans trying to infect the world with their bullshit :
https://medium.com/@mobuttdoeseverything/fascism-frieren-and-analyzing-art-215a2aa8afb1
"slaying demons is not woke"
BUT JESUS IS !
someone sink that continent already
DUDE IM SO GOING OFFLINE, i can feel the nausea coming just reading the title on that
a classic hi fantasy story gets a full debate on wether "co-existence with demons is not possible" coming from the protagonist is a racist exclamation ???? i mean YOU HAVE TO BE AMERICAN to take that seriously, right ?
i fear they are genetically too far degraded, someone call the vorlons and bring a planet killer, just make sure you evacuate the cats
so THATs why amazons LOTR sucks ass ?
"orcs are people too" ?
Frodo should just shake hands with sauron and make merry ?
like aicoded c64 games, the ultimate fantasy64console and all the books i read as a kid youre pissing on my childhood met je skeit
KEEP je skeit where i cant see it
NOBODY's interested anyway and you forget : if you force a 5%er opinion
you end up with a revolution and the sun king gets decapitated
im SO going offline, but i do regret wasting 20 minutes typing.
20260805 0334 2 new boilers, unlucky but the greatest luck (again) the house wasnt on fire i suppose. 2 boilers €1600 ... its not the most expensive or the cheapest, i guess its "competitive" but its working hours included for a flat fee set up front, and they sure take their time to put it right, they been on it almost all afternoon, and you know the biggest diff ? You call these guys, they dont go "o BUSY, ill see if ican , ill call you back later this week in a few days or "ill come next week" and dont show up or "next month" and dont show up if you call 5 times they say "im sorry we dont do "small jobs like that"...
you call these guys, they come (its become a bit of a rarity, you know up front what the price including hours is and they dont skip bits to get off faster ... on top of that they are there within some days and on emergency even on sunday , they pick up saturday ...)
this is how Rome lost to the barbarians lol indeed
but hey guess what counts to the wallet of even the nationalist : money + service, if the price is "competitive" but the service is 500% and they actually show up you're bound to call again next time.
BUT I BET, crackbabies and other in self-repairing houses with electricity from god driving ziekekas-financed cars dont have a clue about these things , do you ?
tell me again im negative on humans 365 days a year ... its just that 364 i have good reason to ...
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what is a blog ? is it reporting on what you want to hear ?
this is not a blog anyway, its a ventilation shaft, anything might fly through it ... those tarot cards ? i bumped into the deck as old lady addams was cleaning house after coming back from France for the last time ... i dont think the house is sold yet , downward economy , right ? ... probably wont be anything left after paying taxes to the sun king, the mad emperors AND europe on sales anyway , mabye better to chop it up for firewood i hear a cube of that is quite expensive these days.
"MY OPINION" ? in a world where everything is pissing on my childhood. Where everyone ignores me, my physical and mental state and claims "they need it more" , IN A WORLD WHERE THE PROTAGONIST of a hi-fantasy tale says "we can't co-exist with demons" leads to pseudo-intellectual (american)s (ofcourse) writing heavy articles on the site for intellectual serious articles : medium on "Is Frieren a Fascist" ?
i dont really care if you take offense to me comparing the handyman business being taken over by non-ethnic belgians who probably have nationality but what we consider ethnic belgians is someone like this husk we are stuck in : five generations (and probably more but papers get hard to find, you have to dig into roman church registers before that) of genetically placed gravelpits, in my case this shell is probably the one with the most authentic gat-genes in succession , if politics went by pedigree like nobility used to id be the mayor of het gatste gat ...
SO .. if i compare rome falling to the barbarians to the fact that these fuckers do stuff faster with more dedication for the same price (well its NOT actually cheaper, but its not actually more expensive either afaik) than your average ethnic belgian who "might come" when they say they will and if you're lucky doesnt have to come back five times or you end up with a bill 2x of what was claimed when you contacted them ?
and you take offense to that ?
CHECK YOUR HEAD MAN, its clearly YOU who is the problem
from the american 5%er moralist wave to these armchair nationalists claiming THEY TAKE ALL THE JOBS (no one wants or actually CAN do anymore) while smoking crack on de ziekekas ?
DONT GET ME WRONG
to me left and right are just two sides of the same dimension, extremist means you dont allow the other points opinion to be spoken or heard, in that effect
to us both are exactly the same, i dont see a difference other than phrasing, leftwing fascism = rightwing fascism = WE are right and YOU cant speak
besides as a creature that exists in several dimensions at once and is unstuck in time , born as a borderline autist kid who wasnt the worst in understanding things and seems to be a heavy pattern-autist ... despite the personality disorder they created by trying to cut useful pieces of Jane from the OnderGrond but you cant have Jane without it , youll just get a bloody mess of dysfunctiol parts short-circuiting all around the place and
doctors have a manual and the lodge decides what they can say ... its easy pay and you dont wanna risk it , so many year ago there was this guy who, on sundays
used his own free time to open his office for the lowest of the guttertrash, people with no money , addicts, homeless
THEY SUSPENDED HIM FOR MALPRACTICE (read : "he practiced without being paid" on his own free time)
humans ?
well i said one good thing this year, take it, i doubt there will be two
haaa, more rogue type games for the c64 ... i quit checking them, its too obvious too many have been clauded theres a sudden downpour of rogue-type games for my olded machine friend ... feels like an insult
Homam 3 on the speccy ? ... im waiting to see "i did nothing" on the itch page .. otherwise that would be quite the achievement , but its in demo stage ...
hm
showing off what they could have done with ST's in the 90s if they werent lazy-as-clauders ...
docs are hard or hard to get at best, i still havent found a simple "how to stream audio from your hard drive using DMA while running the rest on cpu" explanation or routine and these people have tinyPaulas
scene thing : we want our stuff to live forever but we'll treat the code like fort knox and write dox for people who already understand it , too bad ...
looking good there thou
time already again, nights are so short i dont even get to code anymore, days are so short i barely ... at this rate ill need an extra life just to finish one game
first one to say "then claude it" gets shot, i might not have money for tokens but im sure there's a few 9mm shells still lying around somewhere
WHATS IN IT FOR ME if i pay a billionnaire a few 100 pop to go boast around discord how i did nothing ? we LOVE programming since the kid .... whats in it for me if that billionnaire gets money so i can say "did nothing" ?
i only drew those cards because they were sticking out specially when the deck fell ... i only would look at one "if it calls to me" anyway , not explicitly on purpose shuffle and pick one, only when the universe presents one
i'll take a looksie
anyway, whatever i do doesnt matter but as we asked the gods : at the very least give us a front row seat to the fall of humanity
THAT part they seem to have heard ...
--
hm
safe to say "claude didnt do the machine" i think ... the rest im no longer sure, A.I. paranoia has caught me 24/7 , even toilet paper feels a.i. powered lately so ...
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT SOMEONE CRAWLING UP YOUR ASS UNINVITED RIGHT ?
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i dont know how came up with the latest installment of "nu gaat het lukken" , the usual is predicted : we will end up with somewhere up to 30 minutes less functionality per day ... the endgame seems to be to keep us bedridden completely or else its just too stupid and het groote handboekh der erpe-meere en het besten onderwijsch ter wereld says : "keep hitting that bruise until it runs away"
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the mister script deleted all my jag games ?? eeh ? or do we have misterhackers now too ?
20260806
0355
yesterday i got absolutely NOTHING done, just some running around with garbage and buckets ... and move my ff2 party from the juggernaut to town and back to try another run next time. Then found out my jag games were missing, then found out they were in some weird folder and other weird folders, its like i had a spazztic blur and moved folders while foaming
the sleepings getting worse, its clearly NOT the pills, i can totally 100% that fact as "proven" now
as for the rest ? i see no options and nobody has shown me any so i dont think there are any
and yet we havent shot any ziekekassers or kindergelders or other scambags for making sure they got so much that we cant get after years of disabled and fubar ...
im sorry ... a little, but only because i sound like waldorf & stadtler and a conspiracy nut while i dont have to make up stories and
everything they did to me by now ... i wonder who wouldnt be hanging from a rope, to us sadly the easy way out is not an option and its not a religious thing so we cant switch sides
good thing is, i dont have to pretend when i dont want to, it doesnt make any difference ... well just watch the decline of humanity
and their slow realization as MARS IS REALLY COMING (on top of all the rest)
a VIBE-coded demo on CSDB now ... and someone actually uploads that ... one step closer to ditching the site, its not like theres no other aggregators that come without the small circle leetist shit
overdue id say
a card fell out when i picked up the deck to sort the desk
the sun, .... "abundance" huh ? abundance of WHAT ? crackbabies ?
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Yea, like those drones in what was that, sweden or norway, which must have flewn all across the ocean through rain and storm without being damaged or missing course (about 1000+ km i think) and landed next to the airport, whats more likely in germany ?
the times where in belgium the super-army of europe gets enough budget to provide every citizen with a minimum survival income ...
is it more likely defense contractors (just like in scandinavia) launched one from a nearby van or building, or maybe even the gov't itself to get more crack on civil liberties ... OR ukra-russian drones travelling across poland and landing accidentally right on the airport ?
... its good to have plebs and homers to rule, right ?
this doesnt spell d o m e s t i c to ya ?
no ?
okay
...
not my problem anyway, i already have zero
i saw, to my pleasant surprise today
or heard, rather, while actually getting the chance to program an hour or so (more like figure out, doing multiple-file TRSE on three instances into a disk with krill is like getting acme from scratch ... somewhat, the docs arent really extensive and i cant see whats under the hood, for one thing i copied a multiplexer routine(s) and since they came from CRT they had the kernal=1 setting, (0314 or 0317 i forget) while the disk program has kernal disable so F0 is free so the irq "vectors" are at fffe, ... so one of them used 03x so i got like a still screen and ofcourse NO errors
well it says "startirqchain" its hi-level so to speak, the moment i checked the monitor i saw it cuz it said 03x where it should have FF ... )
that said, to my pleasant surprise, what better than sid in the background when doing some claudeless 64, someone ripped the sid out of 64wishes of the catstar from the 'what can i do in 7 days pack' that has some atari, zx and c64, and pc stuff in it (i already knew a little 64 ..) AND PUT IT IN HVSC ! i hear a tune like I HEARD THAT BEFORE and yes ...
someone put my little demos on csdb too
and i dont even have an account there, i must say
we really appreciate that :)
if only for completeness, its nice that they're there, do feel free to rip the 12 minute tune from "last stand" and add it to HVSC too, i dont think we'll be busy with that and
... Céorl should have plenty of tracks, as should middlersted, where Céorl is going for full Final Fantasy64 .. middlersted has a lot more complex mechanics, we codenamed it Qud64 and will find out how much we can ... but Céorl we want to keep as close to FF / FF2 (and im talkin the original NES ones that werent released in europe for which you need an eng-t to play), the mechanics are simple (compared to Qud) but boy o boy is that genre defining, SO
(well if you wanna believe that german thing thats gud, just dont bother me with it, i dont think the army gets to have 20 billion to paintball while i have 8 months of no income)
SO
...
it will take some time ofcourse since its claudeless but once we have a functional disk adding story and content should be easier and if we can get the modular system to work out the way we want it it should be hella-easy to add as many disks as you like (or we like) with new zones or cities
for now, wed like to have 10 floppies, so the "CAN I HAVE A CART" people can be excused as, sorry, it wont fit ... (ah hah !)
aaand
i dunno what else i was gonna say but im sure it wont change the world, thanks for taking the time to rip the song and add it ... its easier to just mail janesondergrond.art, we'll send you the sidfile lol
yo ho ho
20260606 0612
i see commie-hunts in the stars ... if you believe a drone can fly all over poland into germany and land on an airport all the way from russia and everyone who says otherwise is a collaborator or a conspiracy nut ... WELL THATS GUD, you're begging to have probes up your ass like the americans did after 911 (tho im not saying the american govt blew up the towers in that case)
i mostly dont care, we have nothing to look forward to since the day you stuck us here, a minimal for almost ten years due to health issues and now since 8 months a mad emperor declared with national holy voice "thou art cured" (but kindergeld and posers are not, they're OKAY, give them some more, we will now give the military a budget thats enough to feed the country completely, because we dont wanna look like the small shitstain on the map we are in the eyes of mighty europe and all its glory) ...
hmmm
the chiro ... well, i dont particularly have issues with the guy hes just another rich kid clearly who hasnt seen a day of real life beyond de helaasheid der dingen on tv, thats something you cant blame someone for but
if i go 4 weeks or i go 4 weeks not, the result is the same except a few hours after the session. Sent there by a specialist the first few seemed to center around unlocking that jaw that cramps up so bad my eye and ear ducts get infected on the right side ... after a few sessions it slid into massages, i have no exercises and nothing really that looks or feels like a solution towards betterment.
Maybe hes just powerless to fix it, like most doctors and specialists seem to be, and unable or not allowed to admit it ... THING IS
it feels like im just going there to pay his wage for his already oversized house ,
with borrowed from family money because im 8 months with no income and theres nothing wrong with me ... and have to listen to a guy whos biggest problem in life is where to put his 5th airco ...
i understand that from the viewpoint of the protected nest rich kid ... but being told that "i have plenty of time" (to do these things) ... is a bit aggravating
but its not that,
its the pointless ness and wether i go or not it stays the same, nothing gets cured or even a little permanently better and i just go there to pay his wage and come home, that CAN NOT be the intention and purpose of the matter, same with the doctors, i just dont bother anymore unless i need scrip medicine, its pointless, i either get ignored or told "i cant help you with that"
not just the fatigue
they said B-class citizens would be created since the mad emperors right ?
i think im E-class, they missed a few levels from their "amai de helaasheid der dingen das toch neig e"
witnessed a small family drama like you get in social housing since the 1970s earlier this week, happens all the time, nothing special there were no cops or ambulances, just another Cyriel Buysse event
happens all the time
but not in villa-street i bet ...
steemit not showing pages again ... guess ill be offline ... the elders going comme chez soi, assepoester gets some old cheese and not the right to complain ...
MARS IS COMING, but we have to drain all euro-funds for the coming war ... (i bet the BRICS boys are lol over what the americans started, it seems to be playing in their hands more than uncle sams .. its wreckage over there)
but ... well, i saw this anime where one of the great generals uses a classic tactic : they drive out the villagers as they move to the heavily defended city, create a stream of refugees,
the city is too heavily defended for the coalition army to tackle in a frontal assault ...
the lord of the land takes them in, all of them , and the streams keep coming for weeks ...
the cities resources are stretched thin
and thinner
THEN
they surround the city and the siege begins
GENIUS
hmm google image search keeps giving me links to feeds that dont even contain the picture im looking for ... a few more times like this and ill just give it one try and quit, im not using it to be clickbaited into a click-avalanche. If it cant give me a direct link to the page that has the picture its fucking useless.
eh yo, dont get that same misunderstanding : "to care" is no longer part of us , you "took care" of that (something you might get in youtube translations a lot or similar, i wonder why they turn on english captions on english movies by default)
i noticed the same pc can do EVERYTHING just as fine as when it was assembled, EXCEPT play the same video on the same youtube, browsers are getting to be worse hogs than USA-DOS
0816 overtime to cycle , my infections have been flaring since yesterday its been too much again
Poland ?
when the UK gets its revolution , like any other before in history it snaps back to the other side and everything gets undone because it was too much (like the american 5%er morality) + personal scores get settles in the witch hunt ...
Poland will have been ahead of the curve and prevented all that ... due to our religion (we call it philosophy but we try to use primitive-culture words when dealing with primitive cultures) we are not allowed to say "i told you so" but
het zat eraan te komen hee ? better be ahead of the curve ... it gets less dead people afterwards
20260608
i sense loesjness ....
8.25 months without an income, no reply from social services since last time , i just asked to confirm that i can forget any independence while the other two here are still alive, no reply. "just start something" should even in homer simpson land be clear that even in the debt-economy you simply "just cant" anymore unless you already have the first million ... as if a bank would have given a loan for anything but a house or a car here anyway
most business here that sticks for more than 4 years starts with parental money or takes it over from parents or family. A statistic that is widely left unspoken in a country where unizo now is the ruling party
in short : FUCK HUMANS but they do a great job of that themselves lately and
"war" is now "bomb the post office with drones" so that kid cant get his playmobil ?
THATL TEACH EM
what was i thinking agreeing to an appointment at that hour, the worst sleeping hour for second cycle ... i probably was in a foggy week, .. most of them are now , too late to change now
hope i dont fall asleep as i did last time in the hospital , just sitting there, poof away we were into the netherrealm
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coming from people who think its a good idea to have python so deep in the core that you cant remove it (that should be performance oriented ...) https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/1mweq0f/ai_is_creeping_into_the_linux_kernel_and_official/
its literally everywhere and YOU DONT GET A CHOICE, im glad i kept some mint distros handy and even a disc of ubuntu 10.04 which i actually bought in support back when money was at least available even if it wasnt much anymore
otherwise my c64 kernal and TOS seem to be more or less intact still
its kinda, well, i NEED an OS and writing one myself ... for a composite machine without manuals on an assembler thats built to write assembler at OS level, not machine level ... i doubt i can manage that in my current condition
if its inthere it will grow roots and tentacles, thats how its built ... google image search gives me 100 clicks with pictures of thumbnails to feeds that dont have the picture (but theres suggestions of "more like this" downwart that keep going so "that pic somewhere on the internet" is in the page
"intelligent" ?
hold a minute while i add some RAM to my brain before i answer that ...
PF ...
as much as i appreciate the really hard to get veggies (if they are homebrew) appearing on the fence in the middle of the night, im not really the type to eat food that appears on the fence in the middle of the night unannounced but im sure old lady addams inner foodie surpasses her distrust for mankind
it would be nice if you put a note in it "from me" so i can verify ...
truly ... its 2026 mate ...
remind me to never accept appointments at the hardest hour to be awake, my brain must have been made of fog when i had that call ..
the rest ?
WHAT REST ?
no income for 8.5 months, no options and no way out
the only good news is "humans keep doing it to themselves" but i dont even know if i'll live long enough to see the fall, might take 50-100 years even if the fx are clear already today
im gonna put all my music back online too - you see : "i didnt sample that from the tv series or your song, i had THE a.i. voice it for me" ... end of IP-discussion open AnIthropic can just take it all and its all good
i didnt make a supermario clone, i asked claude to write me a platformer btw , just like palworld 2 ..
1214
yea i needed that (sleep) ... more than 10 years into it and no one, even the people who live in the same house seem to take it seriously . Dentist went fine as usual zero cavities but a repair on a piece that broke off needs fixing
btw
is there ONE person left who still want to say , no income and options included, leaving out the belgian economy and how causality predicted since the 1980s (probably since 1830) what human behaviour and belgium would do to belgium. I remember saying when i was 21 and the house was the place where every friend in the world came to every day to smoke their weed and leave their empty hamburger boxes (i hurr my cousin has a similar issue with his wife atm ... good luck, bo-ya ... id go back to living with mom, you wont get a better deal than that even if some silly sense of pride will prevent it due to real-mannism and salems lot culture)
remember saying back then : "pension ? " thats no longer for us, how could there possibly be jobs and money by then look at how technology advances on an exponential curve, replacing workers with tupperware-bots and how population KEEPS exploding worse than roaches, money isnt real and value is defined, not gained ... HOW THE HELL COULD THIS WORK OUT 30 YEARS FROM NOW
"i gotta get out of here before i'm 40"
now
is there anyone who still wants to say "just buy a house from the bank from a job for a boss", nobody moves to another country to start a business !
?
the gods have answered another of my prayers :
we WILL get a 12 monkey virus
the planet might get saved yet
we now have TWO tickets to the apocalypse, front row , living, STUCK more like, in europe the getting hotter (where all the refugees go to for some reason ...) place than any other place
- Mars is coming
- Twelve monkeys !!! its REALLY happening !!!!
... war, pestilence and famine are such toddler daemons they cant make a dent in the blight
but these just might do it , sadly
option 1 comes at the cost of a living planet ... although most aliens in the known universe
excuse me
most lifeforms in the known universe (if you want to see an alien in a distant galaxy, just look in the mirror, thats a matter of perspective) will probably think it a small sacrifice on a cosmic scale to get rid of the worst problem in the galaxy, if not in the whole cluster : "humans" ... THE BLIGHT ... the RNA in the system that never adapts but everywhere it lands starts trying to adapt evreything around it
ofcourse you cant go against the universe itself but thats the thing with viral RNA like humans : it doesnt THINK
good to see we still have anthropic making sure you cant say fuck in BASIC and ofcourse spacex launching a.i. into deep nothing just to crash-land again (and somehow end up with more money than before) and
wild mad hatter conventions in wonderland ...
let me see it when you have it
like FUSION
sorry :
if you have it BEFORE mars has arrived and you found out what happened to it (well you ASKED a lot didnt you ? MANY times you asked WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MARS? the gods must have heard you)
or before nature finds the perfect way to restore balance : COUNTER-RNA to the RNA that has infected this place, obviously alien to it (what other anything tries to adapt the environment it resides in the point there is none left?)
o wait
oil-Jesus spotted
in Russia (see he was never on the americans side) ...
we (the catstar) will stick to what your einstein said : e=mc² and some thermodynamics that say : unless you get fresh input you'll run out of anything over time
MARS WAS COMING ALL ALONG
but your viral RNA biped ratmonkeys SURE sped up the process ... you might have had time to
... at least move out into the solar system probably , even if you started as late as kennedy (that only took like what, a million years after picking up a brick to smack some other guys head over "mah bitch"?)
you could have at least gone for system-wide exploitation
NOW ?
even if youre a troglodyte who watches news on tv everyday and believes it
what are the chances the superpowers combine efforts to build spacemines and shoot all the refugees looking for work into the asteroid belt BEFORE mars is here and the twelve monkeys kill you all ?
Im going offline, the heatwave is
back it seems ... from the feel of it, we had two days respite
o yea one thing : theres an anime series hidden SO bad you have to know top-level romanians to get it ... THAT ONE'S A GOOD ONE TOO
seriously, not even the russians have it, on the field of honour thats a grave stain ..
endless oil huh ?
.. well
like anti-grav and fusion : show me when you have it ?
looks like my bankai i learned a few years ago worked
BANKAI
"sekai no zetsubou"
hisssatsssss ....
they didnt get the zetsubou part yet
must be the ketamine but that wont change physical reality will it
the gud part about the russians trying to prove einstein + thermodynamis = infinite oil is that :
in russia or china if you try to make too much hot air and sell a lot of nothing on stage
you better deliver b'c the guy will probably not get another round if he fails ... "purification of the pool" ...
and ... we wont have to worry about piles on piles of exploding lithium bats catching fire more than forests and
its not just america, man : no one believed covid could cause a global iq-drop over decades ...
it just seems like it can do it faster , combined with anthropic and others its
(hahaha lol punny) "a no-brainer!"
korea has no internet and has been isolated, if it werent for the meth labs they might have a few left
and i think the chinese keep them in environmental tanks to make sure they keep going
but WE all know its the vorlons ... abducting the genes that are useful for posterity
and leaving the rest behind
... okay, thats enough,
offline for the day and
well, good luck with that euhm
what was that again
"how its done" !
i look outside and a few vids and headlines and ask myself
"so THIS IS HOW ITS DONE?"
i dont get it ...
