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Hey.

It's just that things are crappy. Mostly cat things. But the crappiness is big. It's bad in a big way. It's bad in a worse than if she had just died. That's why it's bad. It's bad because there are lots of choices to make and they're all bad choices. It's bad because it seems like there's hope and hope is there as a liar.

I hate it.

I find myself wishing there were something worse. Which is weird. I find myself hearing about the Nuclear War posturing by Putin and thinking I should take it as a thing to obsess over because it's something I totally can't control, and there's comfort in feeling that powerless.