Beast of Burden

"If i realized how I was creating hardship for myself in the way's I was thinking - I could have saved myself the hardship of putting such a heavy Burden upon Myself." (Anonymous Average Joe)

Know thy Self.

The Beast of Burden is a blog to talk about the Best of Ourselves Here - it comes through from the worst of ourselves here - it's a growing/changing/maturing thing - where it's like changing the very character of ourselves from that of 'less than' to that of 'One and Equal'.

For Myself - 'Burden' has been the suppression to my 'Responsibilities' - Where there's an attempt and insurance to hide away from my Burden and or just Shut Up about that which I experience myself as Burdened By....

I've come to realize that Burden is actually a Huuuuuuuge Support Tool in Fine Tuning the Best Character of Myself Here - There's much insight to draw from Burden.

Because,

Have a Look:

Burden is Never really about Anyone or Anything Else. It's in Fact - Always All Ways about Ourselves Here - and What we are accepting and allowing within Ourselves Here. It's interesting in fact...and actually quite Lame to see how I've accepted and allowed myself to Create Self-limitation through the participation within Burden - Like a quite literally submission of movement/expression ability - justified through the context's of Burden.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to contextualize Burden into a form of 'Blame' where it's like justified and excused for me to 'make sense' of Burdening myself with otherwise trivial Bull Shit.

I realize, understand and know that Burden itself is a Nasty Beast of sorts as it's like stopping oneself from Starting...when one should be Starting something a new and building momentum....The Burden Experience is like that of a lethargy and heaviness - an Inner Conflict about the Decision to Change - The Irony is the self-sabotage in weighting oneself down by externalities...it's like super imposing the making sense of a 'make believe reality' in a way where you wouldn't in your best thinking ever make sense of things with such a deliberate Burdening.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of the design of Burden - Where it's a word that can be stuck to oneself as a form of blame, animosity, judgement, justification, and excuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in being hard on myself - beating myself up emotionally, internally, and restricting my external access and participation - As a result of accepting and allowing the experience of myself as "Burdened" as part of Who I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing, understanding, and knowing how i created a 'Burdened" experience within myself as 'just part of who I am Here'.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing, understanding and knowing that i was holding onto a limiting belief and experience of myself as Burdened.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cope with the experience of myself as Burdened.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making sense of the experience of myself as Burdened as just kind of live within this 'coping mindset' where things come up from time to time that is simply a sort of 'shut down experience in which i am burdened.'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sorry for myself and to not realize, understand and know how I've been 'Insensitive' with myself and Afraid to really forgive myself for simple shit like Burdening myself when and as I realize I am accepting and allowing a behavior pattern that is not in fact cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become possessed within Burden where it's like the knowledge and information of the injustices and inhumane treatment throughout the world is Burdening to Me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself within and as Excuse.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself within and as Justification.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself within and as Blame.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to tolerate the experience of Burden.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make Burden out to be this glorified thing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to open up the word Burden.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Burden myself within peer politics where I become Burdened by Misunderstanding's.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Burden myself within Conflict where I take the loss and lose so to speak when and as I experience myself as being Attacked by another in my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Burden myself within the prospect of Change Itself Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing, understanding, and knowing how i created a hiccup out of self-change itself here and what it means to live and walk as self-trust here in fact. I realize, understand and know that as I forgive myself - I change and the world and my words Changes - and within this, I trust myself and everyone else as an extension of myself to Make the Best Play - as You is Me in Another Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself by the prospect of what it means to live and work together as Life Mates.....teammates - part of the Shared Life Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to superimpose Burden onto Everything and Anything.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make Sharing Myself Here to be a sort of Burdening and Agonizing experience to initially participate and move myself within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself within 'taking the first step' and 'reaching out' and 'starting things out'.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening myself within, 'New Beginning's and the making of self-corrections.'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Burden myself within and as the experience of 'Sharing'.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a Burdening Experience towards being/living Self-Honesty with my family and friends.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening Myself within and as the experience of Projections.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for Burdening Myself within and as Money and Survival.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Burden Myself within and as the thinking I need to Fight to Survive and that I must grind and grind from the perspective of continue on to struggle within a self-limiting pattern while taking on and participating within new activities i wish to create. I realize that resistances, difficulties and struggles may in fact happening in creating new pathways for myself.

When and as I see myself experiencing Burden - I stop and breathe - I forgive myself fo rholding onto the experience of Burden within myself - I let it go - I realize I cannot practically move through existence carrying around a bag of burdens.

I commit myself to dropping Burden.

I commit myself to releasing the energetic experience of Burden.

I commit myself to showing others what is possible when Burden is removed from one's programming. I realize my best living potential is beyond the experience of 'feeling burdened'.

I realize, understand and know that who I am is beyond the experience of simply feeling Burdened.

I realize, understand and know that experiences are for but a moment - and who I am here is beyond any and all experiences and that who I am here is constant, consistent, stable, calm, cool, and collected.

I realize, understand and know I am walking a process of structural alignment as what it means to stand as the Living Words as Who and How I am in the World Here. I commit myself to my self-refinement and self-expression as my Corrective Application in and as the Living Words Here.

I commit myself to my process of Living Words.

I realize, understand and know the whole point of our existence here is in and as the very fine-tuning, remediation, and corrective alignment of our words as What is Best for all Life Here. I realize, understand and Know when each one operates from the principle and perspective: 'what is best for all life...is in fact best for me...it is simple - it is common sense - it is done - trust is here in fact as the 'Living words made manifest' as who and how I am Here.

I commit myself to unlocking self-limitation and self-suppression as the Living Words Here - I realize, understand and know that writing is an integral key to exploring the best creative potential here as what it means to really build the best life for myself as all of existence here - one and equal.

I realize, understand and know that my Belief and Faith in myself is the Starting point of Everything Here - that the starting point of self-regard is how i branch/reach out as who I am here - one and equal with each One here - I realize it always all ways starts with ourselves here - the standing awareness of self- is what is best shared with each one here - i realize everything is a reflection of self-here - in this regard it becomes a matter for me to continue to play with the refinement and correction's of my vocabulary as i purify myself as life here.