You remind me of myself when I first found out that all of the food I was eating was full of toxic junk. Once you "see the light" there is no going back. It's like the red pill of the matrix.
I used to be an accountant in California doing all the things "normal" people do and plodding along. I had a 401k and IRA's and stocks and on and on. But I gave all that up and spent it on a quest to help other people get healthy like I did.
Eight years later, I write to you living a poverty stricken life in Malaysia where I still work on this crazy task. But I would not go back to my old so-called comfortable life even if I could. Facing reality is not easy, but at least I am glad I can see it.
you are making your own path, and i think thats admirable.
Thank you. I try to keep the faith :)