RE: Heartless Yet Still Human (U-log)
Yet, to just follow through with what must be done, without all the emotions that others would go through, idk, not something that most human beings can do.
Sometimes, as in my case, we do this not out of choice, but out of nature. I personally struggle with my very existence. This makes it hard to function on any level of what most people would consider "normal" to begin with, as it makes it harder for me to see any real reason or purpose in doing anything at all. I wouldn't say it's depression, although seeing it written down now it could be, but I do believe that there should be a purpose and a reason based on logic for doing any given thing.
Just sharing thoughts here, in all this insanity that surrounds us, trying to figure out what all is "normal" and what all "norms" have changed through the course of this short life on this earth.
Sharing thoughts is what allows us to grow, as human beings. The world is definitely chaos, that much is clear, but the real question is: Is it all part of a plan or not? Scary for me to think that this was planned, at times...
Things have definitely changed over the years and from the stories that my parents shared with me from their life experiences as people who saw the worst of humanity and some of the toughest of times in the first half of the 20th century, to this today idk what to think of "norm" or "normal".
From the days when going to a job site somewhere, or out to sea or traveling across half the world or even anywhere internationally for months or years at a time was all normal and life moved forwards as the goals were the lives of those who inherit what we create.
Again, maybe a clash of cultures, a clash of generations and yes, maybe a bit of depression in it all too idk.