Last time I checked my health was fine enough. However, some of the questions you make are the same ones I ask myself, specially because I am already over 40 and totally missed on the "build a family" part of life.

After going through a few completely failed relationshits, I said enough.

I have finally settled with being alone and if I can't have that part of life everyone around me has... Then I will just travel the World alone. All the money I save because I don't have to support a wife nor to raise kids... I just spend on knowing the World.

When Plan A fails, we gotta have a Plan B. Right?

Nice to see you being positive, even when all the odds are against you. I don't think you can do much more than that.

Happy holidays to you and your family. May you spend some quality time together on this season.