I understand your feelings, i felt very sorry for you at moment and all those going through the same. Just that as @chiboyzz said i prefer to love with my eye open. Its a good feeling when you are in love, but the place where i come from, your wealth determines the amount of love you get so i out in a lot of my time on working smart so that i can earn decently then the girls will surely come. Keep steeming bro.