Good luck, I hope your family does well and it can help with your repairs. You might be surprised, while still some people might be quick to judge on appearances alone - many consider the true heart and soul far more important. Try not to be so quick to put yourself down, I have read enough of your posts to realise you have an intellect to be respected and you are truly a man of great substance. Stay strong, steem on you are ten times the man I will ever be.