Youre so strong maam that you can able to write all of this despite the pain inside. I cant manage to read the poem </3 i know how it hurts. The pain of losing the most important man in our lives is unbearable. You are still lucky that you even talked to him before his final breathe, you set him free with a smile and contented. He is surely proud of you as his daughter. My father passed away last christmas, Dec.25 , 2017. Until now, i cant write, i cant set my brain to think of what i can share to this platform.