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RE: Dark, Painful, Honest Memories - Addiction, Homelessness, Trials & Redemption - Panda's Tale (Finale)
Your story is very touching, I can feel you going through this great transformation.
Experiencing real love, opening the body and mind to it is a great gift. It is a beginning of relating to life and others in a deeper and more fulfilling way. May your love and understanding grow ever more and more!
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I wish you can really find it again and live a life based on this kind of deep love.
I'm sure if you carry this kind of love, openness and passion in your heart, if you carry it inwardly then it will also manifest outwardly.
This is also my hope... In my case I feel some very deep opening and the dawn of a different outlook towards others and life. I feel I didn't really or fully live before.
What I think is, if we really have the courage to open up towards others and communicate honestly our feelings then we will always be connected to our inherent goodness. And others can feel our genuine and warm energy as well. And this energy is very fulfilling and attractive.
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Wow, amazing and honest answer.
And many things come to my mind.
You are speaking about the principle of trying to re-experience positive experiences of the past and never quite getting there, in the case of getting high and also with women. If this is true, then we're fucked!
Then we will never be able to achieve any lasting satisfaction in life, no matter what we do. Everything is continuously declining and we can't do anything about it.
I agree, this is how things usually are, people are always chasing something but getting frustrated in the end.
But I think there is another way how things CAN be. It depends on us.
In order to step out of the circle of dissatisfaction, some deep change in ourselves needs to happen. I believe happiness and bliss lie in ourselves, a happiness free from decay.
No stimulation needed, no drugs, even no woman (although this is hard to imagine).
Have you ever heard about a dark retreat? People go into complete darkness and stay there without any light and stimulation for many days and many people go through a deep process of healing. After about 24 hours different chemicals in the body begin to be released and visions begin to appear. No side effects or hangover! Please read the following article, just a few days old:
https://steemit.com/health/@cherie/darkness-retreat-vedics-most-powerful-meditation
This dark retreat has its own dangers, people need to be very stable. But I believe in some cases it can bring about a real breakthrough.
All this is based on the idea that in our subtle body, channels are present and many kinds of energies are flowing. If somebody is neurotic, the channels and energies will reflect this and appear disturbed. If the channels and energies are flowing well, happiness will manifest, even bliss.
It is about accessing our subtle body more and more, opening it up by letting go of old stuck patterns.
The basic consensus in our time and society is quite neurotic. Our "normal" is not normal at all, it is just the disturbed way people usually are.
You said you have no real interest to go back to normal again. No need!
There is an amazing potential in ourselves, in our bodies, mind and speech. It just needs to be discovered.