Yeah, I've been thinking about a lot of things for a while now. So far we've managed to make meals that we didn't use to eat. Let me explain: Previously we used to buy cornmeal to make a kind of baked bun (which we call arepas) and which we usually eat in the mornings and at night. They were usually stuffed like ham, cheese, egg, etc. Today, we buy corn and make flour ourselves, sometimes we eat it by combining corn flour with vegetables. For the filling, we only use fried eggs or cooked grains and sometimes cheese.

Yes, I've thought about leaving, it's not easy, you need to raise enough money. But I'm still optimistic and I think we can still live here.

I don't know what the future holds for us, but I have (and my family too) an enormous trust in God. We are going to make it, we are going to survive.

Maybe we're naive or wrong, time will tell. In the meantime, we will enjoy life, because the best time is now. We cannot wait for something to happen in order to be happy. There is a post about the concept of happiness that I liked. I'll leave it for you to keep an eye on.

https://web.cbnt.io/@walidewias/stop-trying-to-be-happy/15585238462412

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