So sorry to hear this. Financial setbacks aren't easy. Having dealt with quite a number of them myself, I know the feeling. I am so happy you opened up about it because man, you are not alone. This community is very supportive and me and many others like me are here to support you and listen to you. One thing, just keep yourself in positive company and no matter how dark it is around, keep telling positive things to yourself. If you are positive and realistic, you will find a way out just believe you can do it. You are amazing just remember that!