I thank God for the Internet which eases my ever boring life with not much happiness achieved here

Source - Cryptopie

Source - Cryptopie

Source - Cryptopie

Source - Cryptopie

I remember during the times that I was just a new dialysis patient and only getting less than recommended dialysis treatments per week. I started with once a week only and after two months my creatinine and blood pressure went so high that it caused me seizures. Thankfully it was my dialysis day and we are already in the car so I got rushed to the ER to get stabilized although my dialysis treatment got delayed for one day because my doctor apparently ordered for me to undergo tests including spinal tap to maybe see if my seizures were caused by infection but it turned-out to be nothing because the main cause of my seizures at that point was again my elevated blood pressure which reached 220/110.

I am glad that I didn't suffer stroke or had a heart attack, I was still very young then so maybe the entirety of my body had resisted that crisis. After that my doctor ordered for me to have more frequent dialysis treatments but because the dialysis treatments before was not only so expensive but also, we do not have any type of health insurance to use to at least get some discount for my regular dialysis treatments alone.

So I was put into an every five days dialysis treatment which is really hard to endure because I would feel very sick before the next dialysis treatment session happens. That is why I was stuck in the house because I can't possibly do some work for earning some cash. I would only get a relief after dialysis and after a day or two I would begin to feel sick although I can still at least cook or clean the dishes because I am still not experiencing pain back then although I am weak compared to the months before I went into being a dialysis patient.

Now, being homebound really made my life boring as hell because I have no access to Internet back then and I do not even own a basic phone unit plus access to the Internet was also expensive too. So I would just watch television, listen to the AM or FM radio, go to the church, and also cook some meals which is my former way of entertaining myself.

I do not cook anymore because of my handicap particularly with my backbone acting-up when I would sit or stand up for a while, much less if I am doing something even with a minima effort. But I just hope that I can be able to cook some of the former dishes which I was making before but maybe I still have to ask for the assistance of my parents when it does happen again.

After I had been lying most of the time on my back I was already using the Internet extensively and I was thinking if it hadn't been for my ability and opportunity to use the Internet, then I would have been probably died first from boredom and poverty. The Internet gave me a way to entertain myself by just watching YouTube videos and or listening to music, from YouTube as well. It is quite enough for me to kill my boredom since I can't do other things anymore like traveling to places, vacationing, shopping in Malls or supermarkets, or even personally visiting my local church is now impossible.

My use of the Internet also paved a rocky way for me to earn some money and I was able to use the funds I earned to improve my wretched body and health condition and more. That is why maybe the Inventor of the Internet will go to heaven because although the Internet is being used for many bad things, it also helps God's people in doing and practicing the Lord Jesus Christ's fundamental teaching which is to love one another.

Anyway, this is just my life now, time passes by so quickly for me more than ever but at least I have something that I can use to put some color in my life which is being online, writing, listening to music, attending church online, watching videos, and trying to survive because it is what it is for me because I can't do anything much in my life except to wait what God is in stored for me. meanwhile my life will just continue and let God be a part of my life until the end, my physical body's end that is while m next saga will continue which I hope in heaven where God himself resides.

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ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴡɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ @cryptopie 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥

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