I'm pretty sad that two of the senior nurses will go away to work abroad soon leaving us patients with only one
It's different in the dialysis medical scene especially if you are a long-term or should I say chronic dialysis patients because there will be lots of sad goodbyes happening all around you. It will either be co-patients coming and going due to them failing their own kidneys and then pass-away after some time. It makes it painful when you would establish friendships to your "fallen comrades" and I still feel saddened even if they are not even my friends or we didn't had any conversation. Then I will later learn that the passed-away and I hate the feeling and such situation that I am exposed to this kind of setting.
Even here in my neighborhood around our house, people around would pass-away to the point that their homes are now lifeless because nobody lives there anymore. The former sounds of their voices or even lights in their former homes are no more and it so happens that the two houses on the sides of our house went into that situation. There is an eerie feel of silence now and it is coming to the point that I am witnessing turn-over of generations of families around my home like for example, these small children I saw just like yesterday crying to their grandmothers are now are now raising families of their own today.
Sometimes I like changes but changes for the better but when you see people vanishing around you in many reasons and will never come back gets me with my emotions. Some times or more often than not, people change for the worst, I mean they would change and is different now compared to when you know them back in the day and that is one example of a bad change for me although of course many people say that it is ok, but for me maybe I just do not like changes.
It makes me think about living in eternity because there will be no changes there, all "permanent" with all the positivity, happiness, and joy unlike here in this carnal world where people and all other things are like a steam, it will be there showing its might and power but later on diffuse and disappear just like nothing but really will just turn to nothing just like the earth when it will be finally engulfed by the Sun after a few billion years from now. That is why while we are still alive in this world, we have to strive to the real life which is in heaven where God himself resides.
Anyway, there are only three senior nurses left in our dialysis clinic now. I am not talking about age here but their time on being a renal nurse there. They are the ones assisting and teaching the new recruited nurses the things which they have to know so that they can do their jobs efficiently as they should.
Now the most senior nurse of them had already passed the necessary tests and exams for her to get employed abroad as I overheard her telling it to my Nephrologist. Then the other one will be also go to work abroad because of his backer which helped him to get employed abroad. The two of them for certain will leave the clinic most likely within this year or i the next few weeks or months.
The other senior nurse in the other hand had no plans working abroad because of her daughter which I guess she doesn't want to leave behind. She will be only the sole senor nurse that will be left behind now and all others are just new but at least the these new nurses can do the basic things although they still have to learn a lot to be a better and effective renal nurse.
Now we have two new renal nurses and they are starting to practice on us and I bet that maybe in the next coming days I will feel the terror of being cannulated by one of them after the other. That will basically will make me a guinea pig again for their skin pricking practice with big needles, one of the most hated situation I regret to experience from time to time when there is a new nurse especially if they are not sure on wheat they are doing. A new nurse that will practice on me on the day of my dialysis treatment is always a bad news.
It is what it is in the realm of dialysis centers as a dialysis patient, even if you don't die soon you will still a loss, you miss people that you don't care about o r doesn't care about you when they leave. Pain and terror still exists and will never go away like when there is a new nurse refusing to learn, ad changes happens whether you like it or not, you will feel, see, and experience it all for as long as you are still alive.
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