I'm starting to do little chores in our house now although it is still proving to be so difficult because my joints develops pain

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I noticed that my bedroom's door clearance at the bottom is too close to the floor.

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The color of the baseboard is not this light brown and the smudges are not this noticeable too.

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The type of paint I used here is semi-glossy and it does reflect the light of the ceiling light above.

My body's bones and joints are not yet that well to give me freedom to do the things which are quite simple to do but because my skeletal system and muscles are out of whack, my movements are still very limited and it is just frustrating. But I can still move nevertheless and I thank God for it compared to years before where I needed to sit on a wheelchair so that my parents can transport me to and from the bathroom or to where I want to go if there is an important thing I must do outside, then i just have to use the wheelchair.

I am thankful that at least my mobility is not that bad because I can still walk and perform limited tasks like wiping things to clean them like what I did around my bedroom door where I saw some hardened drips of door jamb paint which I scrubbed to make it clean-looking. It might be an easy task to do but because my joints feel like they have a gunk in between them considering that I took my pain reliver last night in the hope that it will help me sleep.

I hope that I can do more useful things around our new home like wiping some dust off from surfaces and it feels good if your house is new and you get to take part on cleaning it. I can't do a more strenuous cleaning activity because it will mean either that I can't be able to finish it or hurt myself in the process. My feet's joint still feels like the same, the bones there cannot really support my already low body weight because they hurt after some time of standing-up or walking.

It is the same issue for my backbone because my back would not tolerate even with an hour of sitting up, I would soon look for a flat surface at least to rest my back. It is a big frustration because I wanted to attend our church locale of MCGI but my back will not let me. The pain is just torturous if I will try to sit for some time and it I feel regret in the end because of the pain and it is the reason why I cannot join events with even just sitting around otherwise my back will kill me.

I can still feel my back bending to a degree that it is resulting in discomfort in the area in my throat because my "Adam's apple" is already rubbing to that bone above the center of my breastbone. It is quite apparent when I am having my dialysis treatment because the reclining chair cannot be positioned flat so even I am almost laying down on my back, the four hour treatment time is enough to make my backbone to bend my torso further and causes my Adam's apple to cause pain on my throat. It just means that my bones are still not getting any better in time, I could just be prolonging its life. It is a sad thought but it is a reality that I have to face and cope until I can't anymore.

I am like waiting for a bus that would not come, much worse for waiting for pain to dry because at least there will be time for the paint drying but for my bone condition, I feel that it is more certain that I will find myself in much trouble deep than seeing myself doing the things which I wanted and like to do before, before all these wretchedness happened. However I must trust what God can do because I know he knows what my heart contains and I only wanted to do good where I long for a much better body function to make some things possible to happen in my life and the life of others around me.

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