Call it a day.
As I mentioned earlier in my post, I was pretty stressed out by everything that came my way. But now everything is fine or should I say I am fine. Nowadays, despite not being productive, I am relaxed. And there is no particular reason why things are not going with the flow, but am I? Last week my sister came from another city to spend a few days with her son, I had a lot of fun with her, especially with her son, but time flies so quickly. Yesterday, she went back to her destination. I was a little sadder than usual, but I knew I had to face the music. Last night, it felt heavy on my chest, and I was very worried. I was missing them badly.
Also, my mids are next week. This time, I am a little worried - jump the gun.
So, it's time to hit the books, but I better keep my chin up. I can do it!
Coming to the point, I am relaxed now. Not dealing with too much stress. On cloud nine.
The reason behind this is probably that this time, I am making myself happy that I am not toxic to anyone. Well, I am never toxic. I mean, I am giving a little attention to myself by doing things that make me happy and not make anyone sad. Well, I feel like there is no one to make them sad. That is mine. hehehehe
Like I am taking over nature, living in the moment, spending time with others, eating my favourite food, and drinking cups of tea/coffee, that is all that makes me happy. What more do I need? A lot.
That I don't have to lose at a very young age.
I felt good reading your post that you are relaxed now, and that’s a very good thing. It’s great that you’re not stressing yourself over things anymore, and that’s the best part. When you think that you can do it, then you definitely will. And truly, when someone visits us and we spend such a good time with them, it feels very lonely after they leave.
I don't really know the reason for my happiness but that's okay. A little praise goes a long way - I guess. Thanks!
And yes, it's true that feeling lonely these days is a piece of cake.