Yes exactly you found the right words, meaningless, i just need to find back what make me happy o to find new things that make me happy, the winter dot help, not me, i do not like rainy days and my mood is sad and dark when i can not hang out with a warm sun, usually on soring i feel better, more energic, sunny days really help my mood, i wish the coming spring will bring me good news, ideas and why not? More energy!!