Loud noises.

I can hear my fridge in the other room. I hear the low hum of electricity. Just the sheer noise of fingers on this keyboard are loud. I hear strange noises. I can hear the person above me take a piss.

And I feel fear. My fingers are cold. I worry about why i'm so cold. I squeeze by butt cheeks in an attempt to encourage blood through my body. Before my toes were going numb. Now my fingers.

Every noise sounds possibly close by. The plumbing so close.

-time to masturbate.

Sexual fantasy is truly my happy place. Feeling anxious? Imagine someone fucking your brains out.

Sexual ecstasy is truly a way to forget the world and all it's troubles when it sounds like there's a fucking waterfall behind you (someone's showering) and the fridge sounds like it's in the same room (or whatever loud noises you can hear). Life is too short to not be feeling pleasure.