I read your story very carefully, and I was truly moved by it. You’ve gone through so much: two resuscitations, sepsis, a lung embolism, endless pain and fear — and yet you never gave up. That shows a strength and courage most people can’t even imagine.

The way you described your time between “heaven” and “hell,” and everything after, feels like more than just a medical case file. It’s like a message of hope addressed to everyone who feels broken, lost, or hopeless. You’re proof that even after years of darkness, a small light can slowly come back — and it can change everything.

Your words about Dr. Schümmelfeder really touched me. A doctor who truly sees his patients as human beings, not just cases, is rare and precious. It’s beautiful that you honor him this way; he clearly left a deep mark on your life.

Please keep believing in that light at the horizon, even when it feels far away. You already inspire people just by staying alive, by writing this, and by not giving up. May you continue to feel more days of joy, freedom, and inner peace. And may you one day feel exactly what you described: a hand holding yours, a calm voice whispering that everything is going to be okay, and that you’ll meet again.

Stay strong. You are not alone in this.