Many people can relate to your situation. I know it is hard to go against what our parents expect from us. We don't want to disappoint them but at the end of the day we have our own lives to live. I hope you follow the things that really excite you because it seems that it would help you alot.

Another thing I want to say is that sometimes the comforts of this world can stand in the way of us actually living. Healthcare, nice cars, nice homes, nice electronics, etc can be good but they can also enslave us into not living our full selves. You have to make a decision on whether or not your interests are more important to you than always being in a comfortable place.

For me I have given up many things to live a much more fulfilling and less stressful life. I don't have much money now but money is not that important to me as my purpose is. I know I have my family to take care of so I at least try to do that on a basic level. I am trusting God that He will provide everything I need as I pursue the things he placed on my heart to do.