You are so right my friend! We cannot allow our past experiences to haunt us to the grave. My next post is an extremely hard one as I realize I still haven't fully forgiven those involved completely. It is hard when you realize your own mother sacrificed at least 2 of her own daughters to save her younger, sick sex maniac brother. She herself had to have been sexually molested herself. I just found out a few months ago from my cousin that her dad, my mother's oldest brother had been sexually molesting her and her sister from the time they were little girls until they moved away from home. Just thinking about it makes me want to throw up, mainly because I remember spending the night at their house as a little girl and taking a bath in the living room in a wash tub with him standing there watching.