One Month!

Time has progressed swiftly, and only eight days
remain until the conclusion of the year 2025. Subsequently, a new year will soon be upon us, and in two days, the global community will observe the Christmas celebration.

Regrettably, I do not anticipate that,
I will never be able to celebrate Christmas in my life.

Today, as we reach another anniversary of that date, it has been one month since her loss.

Currently, I find it essential to engage in various activities, as moments of solitude tend to evoke distressing memories.

In general, I do not often share personal reflections;
However, I find myself increasingly immersed in poignant memories of the loved ones I have lost. Today, I deliberately engaged in additional household tasks.

Following my shower and the completion of my devotional practices, I prepared myself and set out towards the nursing home where I last accompanied my niece's lifeless body. The attending physician had confirmed that she had passed away as a result of a stroke.

During my walk today, I contemplated whether individuals truly remember honour their loved ones after they have passed away. I considered the appropriate ways to preserve their memories indefinitely.

As I approached the church, I found my answer in the statue of Mother Mary, which served as a poignant reminder. I captured several photographs and continued my walk. Shortly thereafter, I observed a girls' football match that was taking place in the field across from the nursing home.

I want to take a moment to appreciate the parents who allow their girls to play football, as this is still rare in many countries. We often discuss advanced society and technology, but few people realise that meaningful change begins at home, just like these parents are demonstrating by taking the initiative.

Not every child can or wants to become a doctor, engineer, or astronaut. Many children have different educational aspirations for their future growth. They may choose to explore distinct fields, such as various sports, or cultural pursuits like singing, acting, and dancing.

In my family, we place a strong emphasis on education, as it enables us to develop innovative thinking skills. The past three days have been particularly challenging for both my older sister and me. Throughout my life, I have encountered certain difficulties that do not have immediate resolutions.

Consequently, I have made the conscious decision to refrain from expecting anything from others and to establish clear boundaries that others must respect. It is often the case that individuals manipulate emotions anutiliseze others as tools to achieve their own goals.

Therefore, I prefer to remain silent about my struggles and find solace in sharing my burdens with a higher power.