Your writing feels heartfelt. Deeply saddened to hear of the demise of your sister Archana Goyal. May Allah forgive them and grant them a high position in His mercy. Undoubtedly, the loss of a loved one is a void in life that can never be filled, but it is also a fact that sometimes this separation becomes a relief from their physical suffering. May Allah give patience to you and all his family.

The truth and boldness with which you express your feelings reflects your sensitive and honest heart. Misunderstandings, distance and interference from others in relationships often weaken even the strongest relationships, and all this is not easy for a sensitive heart to bear. But remember that your intentions, your sincerity and your love are not wasted in the sight of Allah. Sometimes silence and distance also become a means of comforting a person. I pray that Allah Ta'ala gives peace to your heart, turns your anxiety into relief and gives you sincere people who value your feelings.