My father will going to retire from driving me sooner than I am expecting because all things just have endings

Source - Cryptopie

Source - Cryptopie

Source - Cryptopie

Yesterday after my dialysis treatment and we are already on our way home we got into an accident in this junction where we have to go left so we can avoid traffic on the main hi-way, my father had bumped an old woman pedaling her bicycle with a side car attached into it. There was a bottleneck of vehicles in this junction and she is ahead of us in front of the car and so my father after he hit the accelerator to move the car forward a bit it struck the rear wheel of the bicycle and it caused the old woman to fall down from her seat. Many people around which saw it assisted the old lady to get back-up to her bike with a side car. I felt worried and shocked that my father bumped her bicycle because according to him he was in a hurry as he told me later.

Many people around had assisted her to get her back to her feet and I got worried that we will be in trouble for causing the accident like some of them will be hostile to us or hurt my father or me. A few people stopped us from moving forward but all my father wanted to do is not to cause traffic and cause further heated heads and so we are permitted to put the car on the side of the road after going left from that junction.

After my father pulled the car over on the side of the road, he went out so he can get to talk to the old woman which I am glad that was not hurt and didn't seek compensation or get mad. My father told me that he just asked for an apology because none of them would really want that to happen, he added. I can't possibly go out with my father because my knees are weak and it is in pain and I felt frustrated while feeling worried that my father would get into a heated argument. Then I saw him coming back to our car and I asked him what happened over there, so he said that he asked for an apology to the old woman.

So we proceeded on our way but I am still worried that he would cause another accident like striking objects, much less cars and tricycles with our cars side mirror because he had done that a few times already. He told me as we were going our way that he thought earlier that he would not be able to drive me that morning because according to him he was not able to get some sleep for three days already and he was feeling dizzy and it further made me to feel worry again.

Then he told me that he wanted to take these sleep-aid supplements he was seeing with his smartphone from the local online shop popular here in my country. I didn't replied because I do not want him to take unnecessary things which will only make matters worse since sleep aids can cause side-effects like dizziness and depression considering that he drives a car and definitely these types of supplements will cause accidents.

Now he was telling my mother that he was experiencing dizziness too because my mother was also complaining about dizziness the other day and actually had vomited a few times last Friday as we are preparing to go for my dialysis treatment last week on Friday morning. Also, he told my mother that we will going to ask our barrio council to use the barrio's ambulance to drive me to and from the dialysis clinic God-willing next Wednesday because he felt that he could not drive me anymore because of it.

Anyway while we are still in the car I suggested to him to do some exercises using the exercise bike in order to tire him out in the afternoon so that it can help him sleep at night. As I was expecting he didn't believe that it can do anything about his inability to sleep. That is why I am not talking to my father much about things because he is always contradicting on what I would say.

These are the things I was worrying about that would eventually happen or arise in the future and is now happening, that one day he will say "I am done and I want to stop (driving)" because of so and so. I think that it had came unto that situation where I will have to deal with it and thankfully there are still ways and means for me to get to the dialysis clinic without the help of my father which I am sensing that really doesn't want to do driving anymore although he is not really obligated to do because we are just stuck into this situation were we can do anything about it.

But again thanks that we can alternatively use the Barrio's ambulance with its own driver to drive me to and from the dialysis center. If the ambulance will not be available for some reason, then I can call my local church from MCGI.org and they will find ways for me to get to the dialysis clinic either by using some other brethren's vehicle or they can contact the municipal ambulance service to drive me to and from the dialysis clinic.

The only problem is that I needed to get to my dialysis clinic frequently and it means that I will have to ask and ask for assistance three time per week. I don't want to end-up like this other dialysis patient where he have to rent some space in the hospital because he has a hard time going from his home to the dialysis center because of his immobility issues as a complication of his being a dialysis patient so that he can survive and it might happen to me too.

I pray to God to give me more inner strength and lesser day with pain because it is a reality that I will face more difficult times in the future especially if my mother too will not be able to take care of me anymore. That is why I am trying hard to earn some money so I can be able to hire some people or person to assist me in the future which is why I am hoping that crypto prices will improve if not fade away into oblivion because I am only relying in these types of digital asset to survive.

I do hope that the near future will not be as bad for me as I am expecting because I really had gone through a lot of worse things in my life, I really haven't achieve much joy living in this world. My time was spent waiting to get better but it all had gotten worse. A life full of pain and disability cannot be called life because to live is to thrive and not to experience pain and suffering because these two things are a prelude to death and ending.

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