Please save my Dad, My World!

Hey Steemians,

Shital here. A brief introduction of me.

I am a 24 y/o girl from India. My family includes me, Dad, Mom, my younger sister Pallavi and my cute little Miku (she's a bird). So, basically I am the eldest girl of my family. I have done Bachelors in Mechanical Engineering in 2018. I always wanted to do something for my nation. So, I started to prepare for Civil Services Examinations. Well, it was actually my Dad's dream to see me as a Civil Servant. Unfortunately, I didn't succeeded till now. I hate myself that my Dad asked me for just one thing and I couldn't gave him i.e clearing Civil Services. I am thankful to my parents that they're letting me live at home even after being unemployed.

Fast forward, it's been almost 3 years since I graduated and I couldn't make through the exam. I hate myself! It's like I am getting into a never ending struggle where when I stop struggling, I will fall into a well like this.

Digital Art GIF By Robert Ek

The main notion behind this post is I WANT TO SAVE MY DAD!! MY WHOLE WORLD GOT SHATTERED JUST YESTERDAY EVENING when I got to know that my Dad has been diagnosed with Cancer. My heart broke into pieces and I am crying since then every minute because I can't see my Dad in his pain. I just love my Dad. He is the same man who has been firmly standing with me in my every right and wrong decisions. He always believed in me. He never considered me a girl rather he says, "Shital is my eldest son. She will make me proud one day." His words give me inspiration whenever I wanted to quit. Yes, I am on the verge of getting into depression but his words and faith in me always brings me back.
This is his report. I hate to share this but I have to share this.

My Dad is a really simple man. He always smiles in difficult situations. He is not much educated but he wanted that his children must receive best education unlike him and he toils day and night for us. Despite earning just 300$ per month, he managed to fund my Engineering degree. I wanted to take a job right after engineering but he wanted to see me as a Civil Servant unlike him who still toils with machines.

Such lively my Dad is! But he no more smiles, he no more seems happy. It breaks my heart seeing him in this condition, the person who used to inspire others to live, no more wanted to live. I hate myself that I am not in a state to help him. He is the sole bread earner of my family. I regret my decision to take up civil services prep without any backup. I will take up any job once he gets well but for now his treatment is very important. Because his condition is degrading with time and if we don't operate him within one week, things can get worse. I never said this to him but I love you Dad so much than anything in this world.

This is my Dad, an idol of simplicity and inspiration.

GOD!!!!! Take away my life but please save my Dad. He's so young at 54. I am a useless creature. I don't deserve this life. I don't deserve my Dad. He is the most purest form of soul I ever saw. How can you be so heartless, God? Killing myself is no use because , this will break my Mom. Oh God, Why me? Always me? You took away my brother, you took away my every close relative and now I am left with just Mom, Dad, pallu and Miku and no one. You gave me an incurable chronic condition, I faced neurosurgery when I was 18. I never complained but now you want my Dad, really? Come what may, I won't make it happen for you. You have to cure my Dad. He is not the most precious person in this world for me, HE IS MY WORLD!! For every kid, its Dad is best but My dad is actually the best.

This is me(in black tee holding my friend's puppy), my friend is taking a selfie and my Dad is taking my picture. He doesn't care about himself that he should be frame or look good. He just want to capture my happiness in his phone. Dad, I love you!! I am the most lucky girl that I got you as my Dad.

Steemians, I don't know or care whether this is the right platform to post these things but I am helpless. I want save my father. We are not able to manage so huge funds for his surgery and further treatment. I just want to save him anyhow. He is the only precious thing I am left with, God! My family will be shattered. Please save my family. Please save my Dad.
I am just asking for upvotes. I don't want any money but just upvotes so that I can raise money for his treatment. Please resteem, share and upvotes as much as possible. Every vote counts. Every resteem counts. I am begging infront of you. Please, Please SAVE MY DAD!!

I trust Steemit and God that both of them won't let me down. Please share it everywhere and get me upvotes so that I can fund my father's treatment. I promise that I will take up any job once he gets well and also make his dream come true.

Please vote and resteem. It is the matter of someone's life. Please help me to save my Dad. I beg of you.

May God cure my Dad completely.
Amen.

Someone was interested in donations. If somebody wants to give me donations, I will be forever grateful to them. I am to raise just 1500$ now. Please help. This is my paypal address shitalg3796@gmail.com.

Please consider helping me because you can save someone's whole world. I will be forever grateful to every donor. Every small donation counts. Please help!!