Oh gosh I couldn't help but crying at the end. I guess it's so well written that I was right there with you. So many beautiful details, and well, that's life. I keep thinking moms are the strongest material on earth, you are a living proof, I can tell by your story. You know, I used to think that when so many harsh things happen to me, something really cool was coming my way, you just have to be patient enough. I felt your anguish while waiting for the phone to ring, and I felt the joy of the great news your son woke you up with. I hope your nights go by real fast, so you can hug your son... It's gonna be a great Christmas. Thanks for sharing your super moving story.