Lilith Chants And Meditations

First I want to share just how grateful I am for this blessing of confidence and self-assessment to move to a new level of my transition. I spent several hours Monday and Tuesday night list8nunnunn7hhhuiening and learning more about Lilith and listening to YouTube videos of Lilith and feminine, sexual freedom and creative means. I was effectively motivated to do specific things and I was becoming more aware of the next steps towards my journey in transition. I actually woke up Wednesday morning and was glowing in feminine happiness and I hadn't been focused in this way for a while. I had several errands to run and other things that require me to go into public places to speak with other people. It didn't really bother me at all that I am wearing basically total feminine clothes and let my Amazon purchased boobs and almost all pink clothing. I didn't look or pay any attention to any reactions from anyone...even in the thrift shop while buying a pair of Liz Claiborne shoes that I am in love with.

I have owned a lot of shoes and over ninety percent were masculine or boy's wear. I honestly can say that these are my very first favorite pair of shoes in my life.

I've had some recent experiences that made me build confidence in my feminine self and focus on my happiness without feeling guilty or selfish. I am excited about starting everyday and being positive from the beginning seems to have a great effect on those around us. The girl came alive in my heart that day when Lilith had become a part of my life. Everyone that I came in contact with was very excited and helpful to me. I was very receptive to the energetic effects of this and embrace change as it was happening fast. I seem to have a good connection with Lilith and I am studying more about her and the Left Hand Path.I found my shadow self is the feminine self and I keeping it hidden was a mistake I had been making all of my life.

Meditation is giving me the focus on my shadow self and my femininity and I keep a much clearer mind. I wake up in the most amazingly happy mood just about every morning lately since I spend time with Meditation to Lilith and other sigils and chanting. I have never been so sure about myself and confident that I am not going back to being in the closet.

It gets a little bit easier for me to shine with a girlie smile and go get groceries in my dress without being afraid of what people think of me.

LEFT HAND RISE ABOVE

AMY MAID DAILKIL