It's all about as close to being able to tell It how it actually happened. I have to be honest about how badly I struggle with hiding this from half of the people in my life. I have never been able to maintain a relationship and fully feminize the way I dream about everyday. I have had a few opportunities to spend enough significant time with a man in what could have/should have been much longer in which I am certain that I would be a wonderful big titty lady that doesn't cry once a week over an ugly flat chest and wearing uncomfortable men's clothing. Everytime I had spent several months living with and man and fucking all most everyday I left my life of wonderful joy to protect that other half from knowing. So I wanted to thank you for reading this commenting. I don't attracted very many readers.