very nice - I often have that same feeling, when I had a really insightful revelation, then completely forgot (in my thinking mind) - I always hope that somewhere in my body/energy field it is recorded, and somehow things subtly changed to adjust to that thought once I had it. also, relying only on our rational analysis is a sure way to spend your life afraid of most change - anyone who has lived a little will agree with you (and me) on that