I didn't know her before her last few years when she was already going, but she had one heck of a personality!! She's the kind of old lady I aspire to be one day, full of energy and stories, secrets and random ramblings!! Her secrets were my favorite, she wouldn't tell you the secret, but she would tell you she had one and leave you burning with curiosity!! She loved baby girl and remembered her on her last good day. She was always kind unless she was tired of her daughter and then she was a hot little spirit!!! I guess no adult wants to be told what to do... but she was amazing while I knew her. Sometimes I find pictures of her riding horses and posing for glamour shoots, or naked in the bubble bath!!! I hear stories of how independent and strong she was. You can see that in you. I hope this gets easier for you and the shock of it all passes quickly. I love you!! @jakeimnotsure we love you too!