I dont think they can really predict cancer or dementia, i seen it happen left and right on people anywhere between 45 and 90 and then chainsmokers just die in bed at 90 , they predicted the rise of brain disease like alzheimers and parkinsons but ofcourse they were too busy easing dollars to get to that heh.

My uncle got it in his early sixties, so did my cousin one or two years ago now i think, the old folks neighbour in france also in his early 60s, right before retiring, my other aunt lives in Spain past her 80s still has a german dandy boyfriend , i remember a friends brother , who was 21 back then, just died while talking while having a drink with his parents on a terrace, one moment there, the next gone.

All of that is pointless worry , but the non-existing conditions , i recognize most of what you describe there, thats ofcourse a problem. I have met only two people in my whole life who actually claimed to have had a professional diagnosis with chronic fatigue in belgium. Arthrose or whats it in english is not really considered something of a condition i think but IRL it really gets in the way. The combination of both is like a full stop on life and then with all the mutated virii going around you really dont know if you have some kind of long-covid type syndrome going on or not and frankly

i think those doctors dont either. My cousin was diagnosed and the doc told his wife : "its LIKE parkinsons but its not .... so mam, the medicine for parkinsons actually wont work but the symptoms should be more or less the same" and then you can go home (and pay anyway ofcourse)

Gotta keep your telomeres in shape , man ... they also dont quite know but it seems to be connected with longevity and health. Sadly the method for that would be mostly "a happy life" so some Justin Sun money probably helps there.

As it would in hospitals, i bet if you come in there with a million sticking out of your pocket they take you to a different floor in a secret room where the elite doctors are ...

I mostly dont bother after having been told so many times "its nothing" on the scans and literally "theres nothing we can do" (for the fatigue and all b/c officially it doesnt exist, you have to move to America or other places to be allowed to have it)

https://www.cdc.gov/me-cfs/about/index.html

they list it as "a serious and often long-lasting illness that keeps people from doing their usual activities" so it seem they take it seriously

i hear stuff in the U.K. is pretty bad in general atm

so when it all comes together it hits real hard

im not a doc but the only thing i can say is keep going and dont fall for depression, wether you're depressed or not if its physical it wont change because of that but psychosomatic its gonna get worse. Im not much one for hippie theories on positivity and laws of attraction but i do like realism and pragmatism in things.

The good thing is the world seemst to be toppling over for everyone so all the happy folks will get a dunk too

I find it strangely less stressful once realizing the future doesnt hold much, there's no drive to try and no stress to fail ... but im not sure everyone can flip their head that way.

Just hang in there man, of all the chances in the universe to coagulate into a human in a distant galaxy far away are pretty small, and there's one thing certain : one day life will decide for you that its over so there's no point fretting about it. Might as well see it out til the last day, even as the king of pain.

For all i know i could live another 50 years , its just gonna hurt a lot

but im gonna see the end of it

hollow words because you have to live yours but false hope that "things will get better if you just wait" i think is cruel ...

I find doing stuff i liked doing before takes my mind and body away. I program games and stuff lying down to keep the strain off, for no reason, i dont expect to make money or scene-honour , just always liked programming , it takes my head somewhere else b/c its complex enough to fill it up so there's no space for the mundane bs they try to shove up your arse.

... not sure if any of this helps, my worldview is usually seen as dark lol

but its the only one i have

Paracetamol ... 1 a day on doctors advice

something to keep muscles from straining so i dont get tension headaches and when infections flare up a few days of ibuprofene

but thats about it for that

... my aunt got morphine lol, fybrimyalgia

so far no one willing to give me that ...

maybe Sun stunts TRX to ETH value and we can get to a private hospital in a Spa in switzerland or something

but i prefer to expect the worst and hope for nothing, im rarely disappointed like that

right ... i can keep talking but thats not gonna change anything for you

Im amazed people keep posting "steem will go up" to your stuff without any other reaction ....

"humans ...."

...

p.e. : i was down with the cat in the garden, playing and that part from alpha centauri came up "wont you run and play with me among the seething masses of humanity" .... for some reason

im probably not the best council but to me, i think the moment i stopped caring it got easier ... not better but easier ... sometimes humans around me mistake it for positivity like "why are you like that, so lightheart and headed" it cant be that bad you're just posing but what they see for positivity is an absolute lack of give-a-fucks because there are none left ...

If they havent concluded and you got money to spare you're still not in a sinkhole there might be something somewhere, doctors are the strangest things, the same education and the same degree they can have seriously different opinions on things so maybe someone read some paper that describes your condition but in general i find you get the run-around in hospitals, and mostly you are diagnosed in generic ways and treated with generic treatment , you know - onesize fits all - ... and then they push you to the next ...

i havent read your whole story i just noticed you stopped posting daily which you never did so i read it, dont know where and how it started, it could be some form of long-covid or alike. People often complain for months about fatigue and inexplicable pains before it gets better and after all, it disappeared from the media but not from the world, 4 years ago the omikron strain was examined to be capable of re-infecting its own antibodies after as short as 21 days so none of that has probably left the planet 4 years later. The symptoms arent incapacitating to most, maybe not even a common cold so it has evolved to a state where its not deemed a threat to productivity ( which is OFCOURSE more important than public health heh) ...

i read more than several articles on people who have stuff like that, it can last like six months or more before it gets better or goes away but maybe not COMPLETELY tho most of it goes ...

no matter what it is , if its not terminal you'll have to live with it, better to have open eyes but thats something different for everyone.

I dont think i can wish you anything but strenght, good luck , and mental fortitude man , and let the gods sort out the rest because the doctors only have manuals for middle of the bell-curve events