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RE: How does one deal with/accept a loved one who displays self-destructive behaviors? [Dabbing with a Mage episode 181]
oh the IRONY of watching you smoke this bowl coughing up whilst talking about self destructive tendencies isnt lost on me!
such a personal and intimate video.. really amazing bro that you can open up and share with us like this..
god bless, you have such a LONG and beautiful life ahead of you.. i can see that!
Haha, well - one could argue that since I am using it medically that it isn't necessarily self destructive. And, imo, the coughing aspect of smoking cannabis is inducive to healing the cilia of the lungs as it helps break up debris and mucous in along the membranes of the lungs. :) But, hey - who am I to say what is and isn't destructive? ;)
Thank you for your kindness and your support. Being able to share these things in my life, I think, is a major part of finding the way to healing. Otherwise, I shun the emotions and experiences and label them as "bad" or "wrong."
<3 It'll be long, surely - let's hope I can really begin to find the beauty within it all though. The pain, emotional, physical, mental, can make it difficult to grasp that reality, and instead slip away into darkness. I'm doing my best to find that middle ground though.