Busy
although i can' t say its more like its keeping me busy whenever i sit down to continue on one of those things the kid or the boy never got to do because nothing else will get anything anyway so i might as well got some fulfillment.
(badass)
release date 2026 ...
japan has some competing to do ... which is gud for the aprreciators ... anime has gotten somewhat weak lately, its like american influence or something tones the usual japanese focus on omoshiroi down to happy endings and protagonists that dont die, authors that have mercy for their characters more than amazing plot twists and ...
i dunno , there seems to be a vibe about "caring for children" and corporate efficiency permeating everything , id almost think the moral majority committee has a few rules that define who gets to release and or subsidized ... (the gintama issue on hischool theme was dropped ??? maybe for the better if the guy has some honour in his work)
Here ... life is not
I rarely ask for guidance from my real elders, who are up in the skies, still visible but some of them wont be there anymore in this dimension.
Ofcourse there's only one answer to what should i do : "make your own decision even if "it" around you never lets you" ... even if it's futile and they don't matter one bit in the cosmic scheme of things, not for this one, not for any biped iMate on this planet ... Mars will be coming here since we can't get there, the gods have half-answered my prayers again. Who said that "be careful when you pray (or "ask" for anything) , GOD MIGHT ANSWER YOUR PRAYER) ... monotheist tho it is, and therefor intolerant towards anything thats different it goes for all ...
if your prayers get answered it wont be what you envisioned. As we like to say : i dont believe in gods who care ... even though
the gods we see would consider prayer begging and they certainly dont like that, you think about immortality and eternal life, shit must get pretty boring after a while so
who said that the gods created men to tell stories ?
some other guy
Meniality with specks of escapism in a futile void with no way out
and not having the luxury of being suicidal :p
at least we'll get to see the end of the Sumerian era
the gods answered one other prayer ...
make that "shout at the devil" or "wish to the stars"
the universe is all around us
like the resonance, if you're sensitive to it, it speaks , even if the universe does not have a hischool degree, doesn't speak english, our elder demons are so old THEY DONT SPEAK LATIN so its hard to exorcise them with a 2000 year old priest, thats a toddler to them
but we and our demons get along, we found a middle way
after all we're both stuck and alien to this place and we can't get out until it's gone
that's enough
there's nothing to say unless someone wants to do us a kickstarted and handle all the discord stuff ... a simple retro game that nets 100k would be a good start
but no one's gonna do that and
EVERYTHINGS FINE, RIGHT ?