It feels impossible and yet we sail through

There are mornings when you feel like they just did'nt happen. The problem feels so big and the future looks like a wall. We feel this is the end and cannot go any further then this, and yet time keeps moving. In our head the thought that goes around is, I do not know how I am going to do this. This feeling of impossible hits us many times in lives, but then when I look back at all those situations where I have had this feeling I have laughed at myself thinking how silly I was, just because I could not see the path, I beleived it was not possible.

Many years back, I was severly struggling with my finances and I would keep thinking to myself that it is impossible for me to get out of this rut. I kept feeling I will never improve financially and probably these life burdens are going to consume me completely. But now when I look back at those days, all I see is learnings from that time and growth from it. In the middle of crises, everything looks bleak and failing. It's like the brain fog which takes away our ability to think and act. The mind is filled with uncertainities, it feels like failure because we cannot see the future.

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I have cried so many nights in the early years of my life, thinking about my life in that moment and feeling like nothing is ever going to change, but slowly it did and it did for good. Things never got easy but yes I kept moving even when I could not see the path. Every night I would cry and sleep and morning when I would wake up I would think, there will be solutions and things will get better.

Sometimes I feel like our yesterday is like a data bank, it's a proof that we survived every difficult situation, with strength, small actions and giving time to self. At this stage of life, when I get such a feeling of hoplessness and feeling it's impossible. I keep saying to myself, relax, it's temproary, time will change and solutions will come forth. Let me keep moving in the mean time, doing whatever I can. Time is a mystery, we do not know what it will unfold in the next moment.

I remember all my yesterdays when I thought I could not handle it any more and yet here I am.

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