Today's reflection on life

When I was working I had a fixed routine but now that I have most of my work from home, it becomes sometimes difficult to keep up to a routine. Anyways I am not very much fond of fixed routines. Anything that's monotonous after a while gets on me. I do prefer to set my day on my own terms and at the same time I like to have a certain flow as well. Mornings is the most productive time for me so I try to finish all the important work in this time as much as possible. But then some mornings I get caught up in calls, and then suddenly realize so much time has gone away.

Just like today, since morning I have been on calls, they are not work related calls, they are calls made back home to family members. I do not call them up regularly, it's like once in a week and normally I keep it afternoon times so that morning productive time does not go waste in calls. But then today my sister called up, then mom and then son, so I had to take the calls and yes when they call up, it's lot of gossip to do so normally 2 to 3 hours will pass. I love talking to my mom, we talk more often then me and my son do, but when we do we have very lengthy conversations. Mom is very old and I want to cherish moments with her. It's been 2.5 months away from India and I am starting to miss them a lot. It's still 1.5 months more for me to travel back, and till then it's only connection on calls.

Lately I have been feeling very different about life, I want it to slow down as much as possible. Slowing down brings more awareness into every thing I do, else those fast and hectic routines, where the day starts and ends I do not have realization. These days I am not in a hurry about anything, If my planned things are not happening my way, I take it easy. Do not want to feel stressed about life anymore. I guess these things happen automatically after a certain age. So much I have been through and I know in future also things will keep happening and for sure stress is not the answer to anything. So why not go easy on life and let it breathe.

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