I am deeply sorry for what happened to you. You had to fear for your life and you no longer have your money and your card. Perhaps these youths would have turned away from you if you had said that you have very little money of your own, and then you will not be able to visit your father. As little as it will comfort you, do not forget, we live in a one world. There is not a divided world, there is no good or evil. That this has happened is always an effect of many others. Who is the cause of hopeless situations? Who knows what happens in our house? Let's begin to shed light on these effects and somehow teach people who tell us how we have to live in some way to somehow communicate and work for the ever-renewing truth, that hopeless situations no longer exist and terrible things no longer happen. I do not have much power to change anything, but I never give up. I am glad that physically nothing has happened to you. But there is also the emotional pain that has caused you a deep wound. I wish you that you can laugh again soon and you can visit your father.
A good point @suntree the only problem was they were not giving me a choice I told them I could not afford to spare them any but they said they would forcefully search me for money and if they found any I would then get a beating if I didn't own up to it. You also have a good point I know perhaps they were just doing what they needed to do but from what I can understand they brought an expensive pair of trainers with some of the money so not exactly essentials and regardless of their reasons they could be causing all sorts of harm to people in different ways, but yes thank you for the thought, I must be pleased that thank-goodness I was not hurt this time around, the emotional wounds are difficult to shift but so far doing a good job of it I hope this continues once I get back to the routine, and sorry for the late reply.