I hate eating because I can't enjoy it no matter what the food type is
My mother told me a few days ago to order a crispy pork hock on my birthday so that we can have it together for lunch. I already dismissed the idea because I will never enjoy eating it anyway considering that it is a special food and is always prepared for special occasions.
It is a good thing that I have choices from the food delivery app which I use for ordering foods, some groceries, and even over-the counter medicines online, so I chose the one with the cheapest offering.
So I ordered anyway because my mother just insisted for me to buy a piece and told me that she will pay for it. I chose the "cash on delivery" option for a payment method.
Well it could have been OK if the crispy fried hock (Crispy Pata) was fried in a good way but it was over-fried and the better part which was the crispy skin tasted like burnt which is why I didn't enjoyed it considering that I still do not want to eat lunch although it was already 3:00 PM and that I am still full from my late breakfast which consists of boiled egg, an extra egg white and the spaghetti which my mother had prepared for me.
If only I can survive in this world without food then I will chose not to eat. All this having to eat thing is messed-up for me, I do not enjoy and I can feel the both the good and bad effects. That is why I am consuming Moringa so that even if I will eat lesser that my body needs, at least I can give my body some good nutrition.
Happy Birthday~ @cryptopie
You didn't take a picture of the crispy pork hock... Now I'm wondering how good or how bad it was. I think both our birthdays are in March and similar age, too.
Happy birthday to you too @gungho 🤟
I wish you all the best things in life and may God's face shine upon you always.
I didn't bother to take the photo of the "Crispy Pata" because it felt a chore to eat it. My mother told me that she gave the other part to my father and he finished it. I might not buy again from that shop because they over-fried my order considering that we seldom have that special dish.
Anyway, time had gone and going by so fast. I just hope that I can be more financially free because it will e the factor for my survival once that I am left alone because I am not sure if I will live longer although it is still possible for that to happen.
#comment
#interaction
Upvoted! Thank you for supporting witness @jswit.