which I would of expected to be the basics

Exactly! I continue to expect that the medical profession was a calling for people, not just a lucrative profession. And here is my main mistake.
Lately I have been coming across materials about how health problems exist in all countries, even in rich, developed Western countries (even in the USA 🙃, which is probably the most developed country). But... There is a difference.
There is a difference between treating people like garbage who must pay, even though they will receive nothing in return, no care, no service, no help; between being constantly involved in some kind of fraud scheme that drains funds from the health insurance fund and from the pockets of patients, and I seem to have fallen into one of such schemes without knowing it; аnd between trying to do something anyway, even if it is simply out of good upbringing, which is due to the mentality of the entire nation of which you are a part of, or simply because you are good by nature. There are such nations that, despite the crises and problems in the government, despite the mistakes that happen in hospitals and the deaths of people, they still give their all as professionals and people to do their job well. Unfortunately, that is not the case here.