Getting better but still needs time

After 2 stressful days with hubby's health, finally last evening I had some peaceful moments. Last night was full moon and it was on my mind that I would spend some quite time away from all the chaos, in meditation. I was not sure if I would be able to do it or not, but then yes the evening went very peaceful. I was so glad that even hubby sat with me. I so much wanted him to be there and take the good vibes of the rituals. It was so beautiful and peaceful. Though the night did not go very well for him, but I know that the energies will work for him and make a difference on his health.

His condition overall on the face looks better, but his sleeping is still and issue, he is not able to lie down and sleep, for 3 nights now he has been sleeping on a recliner chair, and my only worry is that if his body does not get good rest then his healing process will also slow down. We have appointments at another hospital today for some more blood tests to be done, to ascertain his heart health. Once the results come then I will exactly know his health status and we can take the action forward.

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I have been very angry with him, because he had quit smoking for good 3 long years and then again started. His lungs are anyways very weak after the Myasthenia and the Thymectomy surgery, so in that case he has to be very careful. But when he felt that his health was getting stable he again started smoking, and I am sure because of that it is impacting his lungs. At that time also I had warned him, but he refuses to listen, and most of the times he smokes when I am not around, but I get to know. Now I have given him a warning that if he does not quit smoking then I am going to leave him and go away. That's a different thing that I am not, but he needs some strong impact.

As of now I am hoping that there is no major thing around his health and it's just a heavy congestion which will be ok in a period of time.

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