It never feels enough

On the 1st of the month, it feels very good when it's salary time, from the last week of the previous month I am always looking forward to my salary coming in. In the first week of the month the account feels loaded, but by the end of the first week itself half the salary is gone in paying bills and taking care of all the financial commitments and then again it feels the same. Most of the earnings goes away in paying off the bills and then I feel there is so little left for leisure expense. And this monthly cycle continues, it never stops. It's the same thing month after month.

Whatever salary comes, it just feels enough to take care of the expenses. Even if the earnings go up then too it is the same case. When salary goes up, somehow the expenses also go up and it just balances out. It never feels that there is a surplus....haha....I guess this is the story of all the common people. We are like in a grind. Work, earn, pay bills, and repeat it lifelong. By the end of the month, I feel like a popper and the crunching on expenses become more and more.

Source

Yes, we all do our financial planning and savings, but I sometimes just desire that wish there was some heavy inflow of money and I could spend it on all my desires and fulfill them, rather than always budgeting it out and being mindful of the expenses. These bills are never ending. Whenever I have some extra money on hand, I see that there is some random expense come up and it eats away my money like a monster, and there I am again same.

Some times I just feel, how we are recycling life after life doing the same things again and again and money always being one of the key factor of life.

Thank you for visiting my blog. 👼🏻👼🏻💖💖🌹🌺🌸